Thanks Breh. I am fine and actually excited for life for the first time in years. I wanted nothing more than to die for the last 5 years. Literally dreamed of blasting a shotgun into my face or jumping off a building. I began to romanticize my own death and thought that suicide was the answer. The only reason I didn’t kill myself is because of my mom and siblings. They would have been heart broken. I am doing a lot of growing and meditating. I am content. I am learning to love myself and want to become a lawyer. I want to live and that is the best thing about my life these days.