Well we were doing fine but shyt snowballed and I fumbled hard. Now it's kinda too late to think about what I should've done. I realize what I should've done but how I'm sposed to do it with nothing anyway? Don't nobody give a fukk like that including family. Everybody wants to pray and then forget about you and say they did something. "oh well you should've did better" type of shyt
Whats the point of telling me that if I already know. I just figured it out later than I should have and small problems grew and grew and we lost more and more and I don't have anyone to call on even tho I fuk with a decent amount of people. You and I both know nobody has to help me, but you don't have to come here and repeat to me what I admitted I failed at

Good luck out there.
