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Man weren't you the one tryna clown dudes last week for not finding a girl?:what:

Is it oochie wally. :hula: one mic
:dame:
What? I can't be human? I have to be fake and shyt all the time? I cant have changes in mood? I can't express myself fully?

Sometimes this board really be pissing me off man...seriously and this is the only place I can go and express my feelings without being judged.

I hate how fukking judgemental other black people can be man. it pisses me off to no end. It's like, you can't even be yourself to other black people without being clowned...fukk man.
:wow:

what the fukk is wrong with some of my people man?

I just want to goddamn vent cause I can't be real about race with some people here and you do this shyt...what the fukk man? I can't take this shyt no more man.
 

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So sick of these "woe is me" self pity threads being made by people who don't live in 3rd world countries,

or who weren't raped and abused all their lives,

or isn't living with some debilitating illness everyday of their lives

or don't have any other reason to be feeling sorry for themselves.

Get the fukk over your pathetic self.

Or

Kill your pathetic self and save some resources and air on this planet Earth for the people who actually DO appreciate being here.
Mane you sound like a real bytch ass motherfukker. p*ssy ass nikka, I guess everything about your life is perfect? Hoe ass nikka, you don't even sound like a man, tryna down another nikka on the internet like you're more than him. You a real fakkit ass hoe ass nikka, on God
 

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Technically on my resume I have everything. I've managed retail, I'm a registered insurance broker with the state of NY (I stopped doing that cause I made no progress....everytime I would contact clients they would hear my name and it would never get past the phone call stage), I worked for the SPLC briefly, I've done three radio shows for three college radio stations, was the assistant director of a community art fund, I've done damn near everything but I'e never had a job for longer than 6 months. But have had almost 20 jobs. Just for survival.

I don't do anything at this point but live off of sales I make online. Even trying to do the traditional job search depresses me. I feel I've already been told that even with my extensive accomplishments, I just have absolutely no value in this society.
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Its probably not your name thats the problem but the fact that you've never held a job for longer than 6 months and that you bounce around fields so much. It makes you look unstable. When people hire someone its an investment. They dont want to hire someone who is just gonna bounce after they spent time and money training you.
 

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Just to be happy, healthy, and prosperous and to be able to afford the better things in life. I never had a real chance to have a real relationship. Or build with anyone. I've always been alone for the most part. To myself.

My birthday was last week and now I just feel down in the dumps. Useless. Depressed. No woman would ever see any value in me outside of looks and that's what I've accepted. In the eyes of most I'm a failure. But I never had a legitimate chance to succeed and even when I busted my ass to get to the point of success I wanted in my life, I have nothing to show for it. I'm just not meant for this superficial society. At all.
That's bullshyt. The reason you're having problems with chicks is because you come off as a sad ass, bi-polar ass nikka, and no one has time to be giving you a pep talk every other day. Stop taking bad days so personally to the extent where you feel it will impact your life. Stop pulling your mind back into that depressive state. You're better than that. And this is coming from someone that does it all the time. Friends don't want to hear that shyt and will stop fukking with you. Have a bad day and leave it at that.
 

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Ain't you the same dude that made a thread about how you were skateboarding or biking throughout Brooklyn hollering at woman feeling all good?
I haven't felt good since my birthday...
:wow:

I'm just still not where I want to be in life...

and probably never will be.

I'm slowly starting to see no purpose in life. I feel like a joke. A failure.
 

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lmfapga AYO B...didnt you just make a thread talking about a date you were going on and how you was finna take the bytch to the park and recite poetry to the hoe LMFAPOGAPGNAPGNAPO































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That's bullshyt. The reason you're having problems with chicks is because you come off as a sad ass, bi-polar ass nikka, and no one has time to be giving you a pep talk every other day. Stop taking bad days so personally to the extent where you feel it will impact your life. Stop pulling your mind back into that depressive state. You're better than that. And this is coming from someone that does it all the time. Friends don't want to hear that shyt and will stop fukking with you. Have a bad day and leave it at that.
In other words, the nikka should just kill himself for feeling bad because no one's going to want to be around him or help him out?
 

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That's bullshyt. The reason you're having problems with chicks is because you come off as a sad ass, bi-polar ass nikka, and no one has time to be giving you a pep talk every other day. Stop taking bad days so personally to the extent where you feel it will impact your life. Stop pulling your mind back into that depressive state. You're better than that. And this is coming from someone that does it all the time. Friends don't want to hear that shyt and will stop fukking with you. Have a bad day and leave it at that.
I really don't show too many sides of myself to people.

I haven't even interacted with people like that in real life. I've never had an opportunity to even come off as a (in your words, not mine) "a sad ass, bi-polar ass nikka" to women cause I've met women just by being in the moment and being happy, not expounding upon my personal life too much. I don't let many people into my life...at all. I don't show that side off to people in real life. The side that's dealt with depression for almost ten years...I've been trying to hide that by faking being happy. Faking being successful...faking everything. I can't be real with people. Which is why I prefer to be alone. No one wants that. That's why I have to fake everything.
 
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