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[Formerly Black Trash]

Sagat you a dumb ass nikka tho
If yo name is holding u back u can change it

 

[Unknown Poster]

So sick of these "woe is me" self pity threads being made by people who don't live in 3rd world countries,

or who weren't raped and abused all their lives,

or isn't living with some debilitating illness everyday of their lives

or don't have any other reason to be feeling sorry for themselves.

Get the fukk over your pathetic self.

Or

Kill your pathetic self and save some resources and air on this planet Earth for the people who actually DO appreciate being here.

Man...fukk this thread.

Seriously, I'm done.

fukk this.

peace.

Alright, this didn't fukking help at all. I frankly just want to smash my laptop into a million pieces.

Obviously you want me to kill myself. No one gives a fukk about me. Seriously. This board is so fukking fake.

 

[全能の神]

Lol it's harder

Too many options for some

None for others

If you know what you're looking for it's not hard at all

 

[Unknown Poster]

Sagat you a dumb ass nikka tho
If yo name is holding u back u can change it

My name means "My Father's Wealth" in Nigerian. I would never change it. It would break my family's heart....and I wouldn't be me if I was another Timothy or Thomas. That's not me.

 

[Unknown Poster]

@cook @Brooklynzson

Please just delete this thread.

 

[Rarely-Wrong Liggins]

Mental health is real black people. Glad we support our own so well.

 

[Rawtid]

I really don't show too many sides of myself to people.

I haven't even interacted with people like that in real life. I've never had an opportunity to even come off as a (in your words, not mine) "a sad ass, bi-polar ass nikka" to women cause I've met women just by being in the moment and being happy, not expounding upon my personal life too much. I don't let many people into my life...at all. I don't show that side off to people in real life. The side that's dealt with depression for almost ten years...I've been trying to hide that by faking being happy. Faking being successful...faking everything. I can't be real with people. Which is why I prefer to be alone. No one wants that. That's why I have to fake everything.

Well that's the problem. You have a very interesting story so stop being afraid to share it. Too much privacy will cause you to be guarded and untrustworthy. Learn to share but in a way that doesn't make you feel vulnerable. You can't be mad when women are only judging you by looks when you don't open up to them.

 

[GodinDaFlesh]

I've pretty much only have had one sort of relationship that lasted 4 months. It was a fling really. I never knew or know what an actual relationship feels like. SO I just avoid getting into it with women period. Maybe a one night stand or two...but nothing more.

I'm African & West Indian in a country that's for whites man. This shyt isn't built for peopel like me to prosper and be happy. Alright! What woman wants an African last name? What woman wants to build with me? Alright...what woman even sees me as marriage or relationship material!? I don't fit in this country.

I grew up as one of the only black families in an predominantly white affluent neighborhood. I grew up getting called everything from a c00n to a uncle tom to a white boy to an oreo and wasn't even seen as black in the eyes of most blakc people then I had to deal with white people's goddamn racism in Pittsburgh. I left there after college to have more opportunities available for me here in NYC cause over there there is NOTHING! Alright. I have an older sister who graduated college in 2004 and hasn't had a job in years and lives at home with my family. If I didn't move to NYC, I'd be broke, jobless, and living at fukking home in my 30s.

This is what I'm saying about this society isn't meant for a black man like me to prosper...just survive. Very few people legitimately want to support me or give me a chance so I had to take mad opportunities for myself to try to atleast survive and be happy.

I'm so fukking done with this shyt....I wake up feeling miserable and sometimes wish I was never born.

I feel your pain breh. I don't have the solution, but I suspect a lot of it is due to location. Nigerians in Houston seem to be eating well and have a sizable population there. Plus NYC seems to be a city either for the poor or the rich; if you're in between I don't see the point of living there.

 

[全能の神]

Man...fukk this thread.

Seriously, I'm done.

fukk this.

peace.

Alright, this didn't fukking help at all. I frankly just want to smash my laptop into a million pieces.

Obviously you want me to kill myself. No one gives a fukk about me. Seriously. This board is so fukking fake.

Man dont let the words of that lame affect you. He doesn't know you. But I agree you need to take a break from this board because there is nothing but mostly despair here

 

[Unknown Poster]

Please just delete this thread.

I don't want to show this side off to people.

 

[benjamin]

Man...fukk this thread.

Seriously, I'm done.

fukk this.

peace.

Alright, this didn't fukking help at all. I frankly just want to smash my laptop into a million pieces.

Obviously you want me to kill myself. No one gives a fukk about me. Seriously. This board is so fukking fake.

nikka..............let me snuff you, dats how I show love..NUCKLE UP nikka NUCKLE UP...

 

[CinnaSlim]

In other words, the nikka should just kill himself for feeling bad because no one's going to want to be around him or help him out?

He has to help himself. He needs to change his mindset. He will never be happy because he doesnt know how to appreciate what he has. Its never enough.

I just realized who he was. He has a pretty successful brand and made a bunch of accomplishments but he prefers to revel in his misery than fo us on the positive and people dont usually want to be with someone how ficuses on the negative.

@Sagat Dont fake it for other people. Be yourself and if you dont like yourself, then do what you can to improve.

People will respect your authenticity. Its more valuable than something that glitters but is cheap.

 

[Giselle]

There's no one out here who's goals align with mine 100%. I'm pretty much on my own. No one has my back. I'll never have a serious relationship again or get married or have kids. I don't see it happening. I don't want one either. this society isn't meant for someone like me to flourish...just maintain and survive. That's it.I've accepted it.

Lots of single 30+ year olds of both genders feel like that. Maybe you should get out and date more.

 

[Audemar]

Like what type of nikka is doing that? That shyt doesn't happen from what I see

Just because you don't see something doesn't mean it doesn't happen.

 

[BlackManLiveFromLondon]

All I see is a man who is measuring the value of his existence based on... women

Oh dear.