Yeah, I didn't enjoy it at all.
Sat there like cause my heat was racing so fast and my thoughts were too loud.
When I tried to sleep, all I could hear in my head was shyt repeating. LOUD. "AR-AR-AR-YYOU-YOU-YOU-HEY-HEY-HEY-WHAT-WHAT-WHAT"
Decided to not get high again.
Did it a lot. Just in lesser amounts.
I enjoyed how it had me focused on tasks.
I remember getting high and fukking my girl, it was the most disjointled shyt I ever experienced.
Then I learned that because of my fukked up brain (BPD) that I do MUCH better with Indica strains than I do Sativas
first time I got high off a pure indica strain, I slept all night with no vivid PTSD ass alien autopsy nightmares (), then woke up and everything felt LUXURIOUS. The bed sheets, the way the shower water felt, the way music sounded. The way where shyt that I knew would make me mad or irritated, I just pokerfaced it.
Sat there like cause my heat was racing so fast and my thoughts were too loud.
When I tried to sleep, all I could hear in my head was shyt repeating. LOUD. "AR-AR-AR-YYOU-YOU-YOU-HEY-HEY-HEY-WHAT-WHAT-WHAT"
Decided to not get high again.
Did it a lot. Just in lesser amounts.
I enjoyed how it had me focused on tasks.
I remember getting high and fukking my girl, it was the most disjointled shyt I ever experienced.
Then I learned that because of my fukked up brain (BPD) that I do MUCH better with Indica strains than I do Sativas
first time I got high off a pure indica strain, I slept all night with no vivid PTSD ass alien autopsy nightmares (), then woke up and everything felt LUXURIOUS. The bed sheets, the way the shower water felt, the way music sounded. The way where shyt that I knew would make me mad or irritated, I just pokerfaced it.