Ever felt like commiting suicide?

Audemar

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Real shyt? Yes. The only thing that has stopped me is the thought of how my family would cope. People only to tell you to push through it because we are conditioned that dying is a bad thing when it is really the ultimate relief. This life shyt is all pointless; most people don't accept that notion though because of how depressing a thought it is.
 

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I've been pretty depressed before and had thoughts but common sense always prevails. Usually it's just ourselves keeping us from being happy. u just have to realize u control your own destiny, and it's on you to change how u live your life. Depression Is horrible but getting out of that funk is refreshing especially when you realize it wasn't as hard as we thought it would be.
 

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Yep. A few times throughout the years and pretty recently. I just have way too much responsibility on me right now and I wouldn't want to hurt those who care about me. I won't front though, I kind of look forward to death...like not having anything else to worry about seems comforting. I just keep setting goals and trying to achieve them. I have short-term (1 day - 1 year) and long-term goals (1 year +) I also keep a couple of pipe dreams on the list just because. Helps keep things in perspective when I'm feeling down and I create a constant state of achievement.
 
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