Get in here & tell us why u ain't/are shyt [self-realizations] [Daps/Rep 4 Honesty]

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The self ether:wow:
I salute y'all for opening up

Hopefully it made y'all realize something and made you feel better:blessed:
 

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The coli is lowkey ruining my life. I literally check it the moment i wake up , through out the day, and right before i go to bed.

I want to take a few days off it but this shyt is literally like a drug at this point :feedme:

:usure:

are you losing productivity by checking in here?

embrace your online fam :blessed:
 

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I'm a psychopath and addicted to instant gratification. I make all these longterm plans and i have the means to complete them, instead i sit totally still in life blowing my money on bullshyt and getting high all day.

I push everyone away because weed makes me extremely paranoid and i think everyones plotting on me, including my girl.

I'm a money addict, weed addict, sex addict, food addict, workout addict, forum posting addict, basically anything i do? I get addicted to it.

Pretty sure i have delusions of grandeur too.
 

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I've become complacent in my current job. I know I'm not going anywhere here but that still hasn't motivated me enough to fix my resume and find someplace else. I'm also a huge procrastinator, cause "there's always tomorrow", even though I know "tomorrow isn't guaranteed". I can never stick with one thing and see it through. I can't count how many projects, ideas, etc. that I started and just walked away from. That goes for women too. I'm 33, divorced and live with one of my boys. I work 2 jobs and instead of saving, I party, drink, smoke, and snort way more than I should be. I still don't know what the fukk I want out of life. Pretty much drifting aimlessly, day to day. :sadcam: :sadbron:
lotta truth in this :wow:

im savin good as fukk but my fukkin job :yeshrug:
 

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I ain't shyt because....

-I am a huge procrastinator.

-I think I had CHRONIC social anxiety growing up, but I've mostly outgrown it. Sometimes it still fukks with me though, so I don't think I'm quote done yet...

-I believe I have a lot of hidden potential when it comes to certain things, but my procrastination plus sub-conscious issues kind of derail me at times.

-I always managed to sabotage myself, due to laziness and/or carelessness.

-I sometimes think I'm going to wind up disappointing my mother by not having any grandchildren for her. But who knows...

I'm the shyt because....

-I practically have a whole universe of characters, info, and storylines that I have yet to put on paper (and THEN some).... Right now I'm at about 10% written/drawn....

-I find myself quite attractive in a unique way. Funny thing is I despise pics and cameras...

-I tend to pick up things very quickly when it comes to martial arts. I'm being extremely careful with my life and taking care of myself from now on, so I can practice for the rest of my life...

-Though I don't know about it happening in reality, I really would love to have kids one day (preferably girls).

-I look very young for my real age. It has its drawbacks at times, however...

-I'd like to make a difference in the world in some shape or form before I make my exit.
 

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Dap & 5 star this so it's stickied if you posted something deep and I'll rep you:wow:


People need to admit their faults so we can become better men:to:
 
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I'am the shytt

I was diagnosed with dyslexia at a very young age. I was thrown in Spanish class for 3 years and I didn't even know how to speak Spanish,from there I was placed in special education. I was always looked down upon and called stupid. I finished school,but being in special ed I didn't get my REAL HS diploma . Worked odd and end jobs. At the age of 27 I got tired of being a loser quit my job got my GED and attending college currently. So far I took the NYPD Test passed ,took the NYC Corrections passed,also took the test ASVAB test for the Army and passed as well. Going to enlist as soon,as I get my degree (criminal Justice). I currently have no kids and my future is looking bright. I know I'am super late getting my stuff together,but better late than never. On a good note I'll be the only family member to finish college.
 

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My porn collection if all of it was stored onto an hard drive, would be around 10terabytes . However, I keep it very organized. Most of it I just downloaded for piece of mind. :obama: No fap periods arent hard because I keep myself busy with my job.


I find it more interesting to wait the longest time possible to do a task on time. However I was really pushing it with moving out of my place last week in time.
 

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I watched my homie destroy himself and I ain't do shyt:sadcam:
He was steady popping percs like a maniac, but I just let him cook. He started fukkin with that heron and then my mans got clapped tryna hit a stain to feed his habit.
 
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keeping it real im doing pretty well :pachaha:

moving out for the first time this weekend :blessed: :blessed: :ohlawd:

got a new job :leon:

got a lil thing im hitting :myman:


but im still a procrastinator and thats a problem :beli: and im too addicted to the internet although im slowly backing off it
 
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