My last boyfriend is trying to get me back. We did not have a good relationship. He would say I was too good for him, then ten minutes later I’m too fat. I’m too nerdy. I’m too friendly why is that guy talking to you? He was always showering me with gifts but talking to me like a dog. He ended it because I’m too white acting and he wanted what his friends had. The pretty wives in the right sororities, they go to mega churches and drive luxury cars and have big homes (mind you the same women he called gold diggers or shrill and cold). He liked the optics of what his supposedly miserable friends have and decided he wants that, too. Now he’s trying to come back and apologizing. He’s telling everyone I didn’t fight to keep him (I didn’t, if you want to leave I know there’s no point in trying to change your mind). He “forgot” my birthday last year and in the past month since our breakup I have received four dozen flowers, digital gift cards, edible arrangements, he’s sent my favorite dinners to my apartment several times (I always turn it down so the Uber driver gets a free meal). For Valentine’s Day he sent me a newer model Apple Watch than what I have, I had to sit at an Apple store for two hours yesterday to turn it in because they wouldn’t let me just leave it at the counter. He wants to go live his Hillman, Cosby show, perfect black family fantasy at 45 and all of the women he’s meeting aren’t what they seem. I’m keeping my fat, “white” ass away from him.
, i thought it was a drug induced hallucination (
) or a dream. after all... this is a man i dreamed about before i even kissed his lips so another elaborate dream wasn't far-fetched. but nope. he told me he would be there when we woke up and he's still here