Yes it felt like the Heaven there was happiness, anticipation, a familiarity, a bond, a connection
I would be happy to just see her after work or on the weekend
Seeing her smile and hearing her laugh was like magic
I loved watching her shower and getting dressed slowly before we went out
Litteraly sleeping with her and feeling like this is the woman who will have my children and be with me forever
It gives me dreams that are like good dreams and bad nightmares
It changed me by making me weaker and stronger
Weaker in the sense it made me realize I'm mortal I feel a woman can hurt me more than a punch from any man and stronger in the sense that I can carry a stronger load than I thought In regards to truly caring about someone who wasn't a friend or a family member that needed something
Being around someone who needs something from you can be very mentally taxing