Have you ever been in love?

[Ya Sinning Mane]

I was asking if prayer works on insecurities such as your issues that make you HOH and GMB?

you jus G checked me online homie.
ima praying person but never pray on issues like this or my hate for whites etc or for mysels sometime
like its not a glaring problem thats not healthy

I appreciate that.you made it sound so simple.

i got some work to do friend.dissapointed and ashamed in myself


i salute you for making me look at myself.
jus a simple question killed me

 

[Johnny Kilroy]

I been in love twice and both times I can say I felt it physically in my chest as opposed to my lust which I feel in my loins.

I remember feeling euphorically happy but also unfocused and vulnerable. Kinda like being drunk or high lol. Love is cool but like all worldly possessions, we shouldn't be falling in love with women. Like everything else in the physical, love ends.

Nah I like when she loves me and I just like her.

 

[010101]

i have always known love is a verb
you were raised wrong if you make a virtue out of your lack of emotional intelligence

*

 

[010101]

i care for those that care for me
i reciprocate actions justly

*

 

[King of Creampies]

What did it feel like?

Was it a good or bad thing in the long run?

How did it change you, during and after the relationship?

It happened to me but at really the worst possible moment when I was married. I was in a bad marriage and met her when I decided to go to Arizona to possibly move. It was love at first site for me man....we were planning to move to PDX to start a life together and she was really everything I needed in a woman. I was a big simp for her and she knew it but I didn't care.

She passed away while texting me on the phone. Her heart stopped and she crashed into a tree. I wasn't man enough to go to her funeral because I couldn't see her like that.

Was it a good or bad thing? I can't say but I can tell you when I dream sometimes I dream of her and most places we visited in Oregon I can't even go to because that person isn't there anymore. It's also aged me as well....my mindset has been quite serious and different since that happend.

It changed how I view life and dating. If she was still here she wouldn't need to work...as I have everything I need but nobody to share it with. I do date occasionally but I don't let anyone in nor take them seriously because I just ain't ready yet....I don't think I could love again or give myself to another woman anytime soon.

What did it feel like? Breh...when the right woman gets behind you....it's an amazing fukking feeling knowing you have a female out there holding you down.

 

[Black Cobain]

What did it feel like?

Was it a good or bad thing in the long run?

How did it change you, during and after the relationship?

Looking back, it was pretty much just telling each other sweet nothings and fukking around on and off but to a teenager it felt like love

Honestly, it felt like a hot mess of confusion and optimism, bands like Orange Juice and Half Japanese made perfect sense for once, stopped worrying about the distant future, kept thinking more with my dikk though

It's a very fond, recently gone memory, I doubt I'll enter a relationship like that again but other than that we were just young and infatuated

Gave me a bunch of confidence and made me into the degenerate pervert I am today

 

[Neuromancer]

you jus G checked me online homie.
ima praying person but never pray on issues like this or my hate for whites etc or for mysels sometime
like its not a glaring problem thats not healthy

I appreciate that.you made it sound so simple.

i got some work to do friend.dissapointed and ashamed in myself


i salute you for making me look at myself.
jus a simple question killed me

intro spection helps. No one should die inside due to fear or apprehension. It is the mind killer.

 

[Ya Sinning Mane]

stuff like this why the coli can be deep if you aint trolling looking for fu**ery.
still cant believe i had to check myself.i felt ugly.
I got sonned over the internet without arguing wit nobody

sigging that question as a reminder to myself to think better,do better.
will rep when i get some.

intro spection helps. No one should die inside due to fear or apprehension. It is the mind killer.

 

[Neuromancer]

stuff like this why the coli can be deep if you aint trolling looking for fu**ery.
still cant believe i had to check myself.i felt ugly.
I got sonned over the internet without arguing wit nobody

sigging that question as a reminder to myself to think better,do better.
will rep when i get some.

I have evolved from The Grendel (the infernal) to The Hierophant (the divinity). I wish to continue to help those seeking. So that one day I will be balance.