
it was my first year of university in the uk.. she could legitimately cook and was a virgin before meeting me.. i taught her maad shyt in the bed and hipped her to weed. she was classy though, had top grades. her fam was paid and owned hotels..
we lived in different cities back in hong kong/china, so when she left for her city for the summer she found she was pregnant.. then some wild fukking dogs fukked around and chased her around, she fell and my child was lost. forever. fukking kills me I wasn't there with her through it all because I had to go back home for my studies :deadkid:
we drifted apart after that. we had bought the pram, learnt how to do diapers and shyt.. picked baby names and bought baby clothes.
I still got a box of the shyt under my bed. I can't bear to go near that damn box.
i feel like i missed out on the one.
I really shouldn't be posting personal shyt like this but only one dude on the coli knows me in real life so fukk it.