How Many Of You Find Life Difficult?

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Michael's Black Son

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Keep it simple: money, hoes, clothes

as a breh you will never get justice or anything remotely close to parity (or equality) so enjoy the trinkets mentioned above.

you cannot control or remotely influence the “burden of life” that the majority of older people deal with. shyt I wonder how it must be to be 50+ years old and knowing that all bets are off and you can be gone in an instant. Being washed always comes back to bite everyone in the ass. It is undefeated.
 

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Sighs...okay

This year has been a huge boiling point of my life. From the constant financial strains and the hotel living, it got to the point where I really thought about ending my life. Somehow, someway something stopped me from doing such a temporary action. Like I was going to walk to a place to contemplate it and this big ass force field stopped me from making that decision. My son came out and tried to hugged me because he is such a fixer of various situations, but I just couldn't hug him at the moment. I told him to go inside and I called the suicide hotline which made me felt weak as hell because I'm so used to helping out people, and never asked for anything in return.

The operator was alright despite the back of her mind going 'this marsupial is not crazy WTF"., because compared to most people's issues, mines concern success and trying to become more than just a 36 year old koala lost in a broken country.

Eventually my wife came out and we ended up going to the park just to let go of our woes.

Right now it just seems like there is every single roadblock stopping us from getting to the promise land. Yet, we are still striving because while it's just a few in our corner, I know God got our backs.

Hell, just last night we were at burger king trying to rub two nickels together to get us food for the night. I was like, look yall get something to eat while I just dig up some pizza rolls in the frig.

These two ladies came out of nowhere and offered some money to get us something to eat.

It just feels like life is Dark Souls hard lately, but I know we are so close to the finish line. I know we are going to make it. Yet, it just feels like why are we suffering to the point of submission when all we have done was good without asking for any type of support outside of a simple prayer....
 

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I'm not totally cut off from female attention

It just used to be as easy as showing up. There was always one or two that would come directly at me off rip.

Now I am gonna have to put some work in to find them.

(Just finished? with the last chick a few months ago so its not like THAT)
Yeah man. Getting older has definitely humbled me in this category. From 16 until about the age of 35, I would have females stopping in their tracks, acting all aggressive, even grabbing up on a brotha to physically stop me. Had me feeling like the damn woman in our interaction :picard:

That was fun. The good ole days :mjcry:

Now, I’m 42 :flabbynsick: and have become practically invisible to women who I would give the time of day. That extra bulge in my waste line, dark under eye circles, and loss of that youthful glow I had for so long has been demoralizing, to say the least :francis:
 

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Not really difficult, it’s just that I’m depressed so hard to see/think positively at times. Then it effects relationships with others.
 

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Yeah man. Getting older has definitely humbled me in this category. From 16 until about the age of 35, I would have females stopping in their tracks, acting all aggressive, even grabbing up on a brotha to physically stop me. Had me feeling like the damn woman in our interaction :picard:

That was fun. The good ole days :mjcry:

Now, I’m 42 :flabbynsick: and have become practically invisible to women who I would give the time of day. That extra bulge in my waste line, dark under eye circles, and loss of that youthful glow I had for so long has been demoralizing, to say the least :francis:

This is my stoooory

This is my sooong

Get passed by by laaaadies

All the day loooong

But word up. This is exactly my reality. I really thought my powers of puzzy magnetism would last forever

Now that I think about it. Women are kinda scumbags. Some of them will go way out of their way to spread for a young verile dude.

They have no way of knowing that I am more potent now than ever, but its funny they would jump over another bish to get with 26 year old Ghost, but totally ignore 46 year old Ghost. Even though I am better in every way EXCEPT youthful looks.
 

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Two things are hard about life

Losing people you love

How ignorant/lost most people are
(I was raised with certain knowledge/values....growing up and finding out how...rare that is and how most people live in complete darkness shocked me)

everything else I sleepwalk through I been rich, poor, in a relationship, single, healthy, sick, around the famous, homeless, wise, foolish, weak, strong...

Its life...thinking in terms of negative or positive is silly....I enjoy all of it...my joy, my pain, my pleasure as well as my suffering so much to learn from

wisdom can be found in everything situation people only see the surface, fleshly part of existence they pick up the trash thinking its worth something and ignore the gold

Understanding is EVERYTHING
 

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The game cold, but it’s fair.

Bumps along the way, but for the most part I can’t complain. My family is good, they’re still here with me. Got a little girl who makes my life worthwhile. Bills are getting paid, the money is coming in, and as I get older, with more wisdom, it seems to be getting easier. I was dealt a bad hand early on with losing my sister. That was the hard part, but since then, it’s getting better

God still here with me.
 
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