How Many Of You Find Life Difficult?

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Sighs...okay

This year has been a huge boiling point of my life. From the constant financial strains and the hotel living, it got to the point where I really thought about ending my life. Somehow, someway something stopped me from doing such a temporary action. Like I was going to walk to a place to contemplate it and this big ass force field stopped me from making that decision. My son came out and tried to hugged me because he is such a fixer of various situations, but I just couldn't hug him at the moment. I told him to go inside and I called the suicide hotline which made me felt weak as hell because I'm so used to helping out people, and never asked for anything in return.

The operator was alright despite the back of her mind going 'this marsupial is not crazy WTF"., because compared to most people's issues, mines concern success and trying to become more than just a 36 year old koala lost in a broken country.

Eventually my wife came out and we ended up going to the park just to let go of our woes.

Right now it just seems like there is every single roadblock stopping us from getting to the promise land. Yet, we are still striving because while it's just a few in our corner, I know God got our backs.

Hell, just last night we were at burger king trying to rub two nickels together to get us food for the night. I was like, look yall get something to eat while I just dig up some pizza rolls in the frig.

These two ladies came out of nowhere and offered some money to get us something to eat.

It just feels like life is Dark Souls hard lately, but I know we are so close to the finish line. I know we are going to make it. Yet, it just feels like why are we suffering to the point of submission when all we have done was good without asking for any type of support outside of a simple prayer....

Keep your head up breh. We gonna be alright out here.

:salute:
 

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The kirk to the fields
You never thought about tricking
a ten year drought is too damn long
Yeah but it ain't even about the sex for me. I want the companionship along with it.

I wanna be distracted by texts at work.

I want my sweaters stolen.

I want to be asked "did you eat?"

I want the whole thing :wow:
 

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Brooklyn keeps on taking it.
Life is easy. But I will say it’s easy because luckily I never had anything major suddenly happen (like lose a parent or something like that)

life will always have its hard patches so when I go through them I know it’s just part of the plan
 

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My life is completely meaningless, and I’m fine with that :yeshrug:

Like if I died, the only people it would affect would be my grandmother and my job :manny:

I make good money and buy fancy audio equipment to listen to music on by myself in my room. That’s about all of my extracurricular activities :unimpressed:
 

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Extremely difficult on some contra shyt without the infinite lives code, but it is what it is. :manny:

can't give up tho.
 

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I wouldnt say difficult, but it requires a level of patience and persistence through situations that American society is not honest about :yeshrug:

And it's hard for people to deal with that when it smacks them in the face as an adult.

I am learning that now as I run down my lease to March, and rebuild my savings to prepare for a move in the spring based on what region my promotion lands in. I renewed my lease early January, got laid off on Valentines Day and had to make peace w/ the fact that the rug got pulled out from under me a bit as I ate into my savings looking for a new job. But I am better because of this year, as much as it has sucked. Keep chopping away yall.
 

Rozay Oro

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10 year drought.

Honestly don't see the point anymore.

The main reason why I can't believe in god.

And before anyone asks: Yes I approach women. Yes, I am well groomed and can dress. Yes, I am in shape. Yes, I am funny. Yes, I can have good conversations with women.
Something is missing. I think I’m ok but I get cute and ugly bytches via app. Sex is good but in the end nobody wants to date me. I take long breaks. Don’t feel too bad. Being alone ain’t too bad. You tired tinder and blk?



These brotha got good advice
 
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Certain things and situations sure or at the least difficult to understand but I’m good.
 
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