Abstract83
Superstar
My best friend of 17 yrs suffers from it the shyt is real. His family, friends, and I were lucky to be there twice when he attempted to commit that. He has a good job and a happy marriage. He almost lost both. I couldn't talk to him at all. He wouldn't listen to me. Being there u would think its bullshyt and they're just doing it for attention. But its not like that. Ive seen his hateful letters he wrote to himself.
We almost lost our friendship cause at one point he cut off communication with everybody. Me and his family were mad at him but we all didn't give up. Including his wife. I'm sad typing this shyt. Eventually he came around and patched things up. It took me literally going to his job and meeting up with him and talking to him. To help him understand after a yr later what he did was messed up but his family and friends are still here for him. Our friendship isn't like it was before but we've patched things up. He's been back home for 4 months now.
We almost lost our friendship cause at one point he cut off communication with everybody. Me and his family were mad at him but we all didn't give up. Including his wife. I'm sad typing this shyt. Eventually he came around and patched things up. It took me literally going to his job and meeting up with him and talking to him. To help him understand after a yr later what he did was messed up but his family and friends are still here for him. Our friendship isn't like it was before but we've patched things up. He's been back home for 4 months now.
. The irony is cac supremacy basically turned our brains to mush 


. When I'm downtown in my city I see so many Black men who are mentally ill. It probably progressed from untreated depression and such. They fall so deep they loose their bearings because they can't address these problems. Effectively because the community at large still doesn't believe these problems are real. Yet we pray to cac Jesus with no qualms.
damn man 
thanks for the enlightenment