I started drinking again

[Ciggavelli]

I was expecting to die in like a year. 5-10 years is so much better.

Now, I don't have to save for retirement, because I'll be dead before that.

Time to travel and having lots of sex. I'm going to go out having a good time. fukk Texas, I'm moving back to the northeast. fukk a 401K, I'm cashing that shyt out. Living is overrated.

 

[NkrumahWasRight Is Wrong]

I was expecting to die in like a year. 5-10 years is so much better.

Now, I don't have to save for retirement, because I'll be dead before that.

Time to travel and having lots of sex. I'm going to go out having a good time. fukk Texas, I'm moving back to the northeast. fukk a 401K, I'm cashing that shyt out. Living is overrated.

Come back to CT pal

Anyway, live in good health. Your plan sounds fun and like a good idea until you reach your last days and decide you dont want to die anymore but it's too late.

Still live healthy, there may be medical innovations on the horizon that you could get in on as a clinical trial that could save your life

 

[Pressure]

I hear cocaine is a helluva drug

@Dorian Breh

 

[Ciggavelli]

Come back to CT pal

Anyway, live in good health. Your plan sounds fun and like a good idea until you reach your last days and decide you dont want to die anymore but it's too late.

Still live healthy, there may be medical innovations on the horizon that you could get in on as a clinical trial that could save your life

I'm already figuring out how I can move to CT and live a good life, I'm thinking Stamford, because it's not too expensive, but it's a short train ride to NYC. I'm also thinking Fairfield. I grew up in Fairfield county and I really liked the "country" landscape. It sucks that there aren't a lot of jobs in Fairfield county anymore,. I'm gonna have to get an NYC job. Stamford is probably the best bet. Best of both worlds

 

[NkrumahWasRight Is Wrong]

I'm already figuring out how I can move to CT and live a good life, I'm thinking Stamford, because it's not too expensive, but it's a short train ride to NYC. I'm also thinking Fairfield. I grew up in Fairfield county and I really liked the "country" landscape. It sucks that there aren't a lot of jobs in Fairfield county anymore,. I'm gonna have to get an NYC job. Stamford is probably the best bet. Best of both worlds

You're gonna like it so much you'll find a new motivation to live hopefully

Get at me I'll meet you at one of the reservations

 

[MajesticLion]

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[levitate]

You’re my breh, breh.

Hope that you get better.

 

[Ciggavelli]

I never thought 5 - 10 years left of life would be a godsend, but it's so much better than 1 year. 5 Years is still a long time away. I can still have a good life. I fukked my lungs up though. Smoking is, in fact, bad for you. Who woulda known?

Whatever, life is life. The number of years doesn't matter. I shoulda done this, and I shoulda done that. Whatever. I"m just grateful for 5-10 years. shyt doesn't really even matter. I wanted to see aliens, but that mighta been wishful thinking

 

[Piffiztheanswer]

Back on that grand cru booze breh! Hope not but if it helps...

 

[africngiant]

I was expecting to die in like a year. 5-10 years is so much better.

Now, I don't have to save for retirement, because I'll be dead before that.

Time to travel and having lots of sex. I'm going to go out having a good time. fukk Texas, I'm moving back to the northeast. fukk a 401K, I'm cashing that shyt out. Living is overrated.

if it’s benign there’s no way of reversing the prognosis of 5-10 through healthy habits?

 

[Marco Zen]

I’m on day 2 of not drinking. shyts fukking hard man

I'll be 10 years in 2 weeks. Best decision of my life

I was expecting to die in like a year. 5-10 years is so much better.

Now, I don't have to save for retirement, because I'll be dead before that.

Time to travel and having lots of sex. I'm going to go out having a good time. fukk Texas, I'm moving back to the northeast. fukk a 401K, I'm cashing that shyt out. Living is overrated.

I have a close friend with advanced stage COPD. And the mf still chain smokes ... nikka be in the ER at least once a month getting breathing treatmens. 3 day stay... Come home next day like ... and dude is in his late 50s if not 60

He does sleep alot tho.. like 3 and 4 hour afternoon naps and shyt. And he has to constantly monitor the air quality, cant be outside if theres been some burning leaves recently.. Cant be outside when its over 90.. And can't be in steam for too long like showers and hot baths and shyt.

 

[Peter Popoff]

 

[Ciggavelli]

if it’s benign there’s no way of reversing the prognosis of 5-10 through healthy habits?

I'll know more tomorrow. Apparently, it can't be reversed. I'm looking at some oxygen nose shyt for the rest of my life or a lung transplant, ,which looks very unlikely. I don't even care. 5 years is so much better than 1 year. I feel blessed that it's not 1 year, which I was expecting. I have lobe nodules and whatnot, but the CT scan place said they were likely benign, so I gotta work with that shyt. I mean emphysema at age 41 is not good, but it's a lot better than lung cancer. If you know what I mean. I mean with 1 year, I'm working with very little, but with 5 years, I'm working with a lot more. In the end, it doesn't matter, but if I want to enjoy my final years, if you know what I'm saying. I just picture myslef lying in bed, gasping for air, wondering what I did with my life. shyt is real

 

[Lexington Steele]

So, I've been 5 years sober. I've developed a cough and started coughing up blood. I went to the CT scan place today, and the doctor emailed me saying I need to set up an appointment to discuss the results. When the results are fine, she never asks me to make an appointment. I'm expecting the worst. I've had chest pains and sweating, along with the blood. We thought it was my heart, but it turned out to be fine. I'm pretty sure it's my lungs. Now with this appointment, I fear I have lung cancer. I guess smoking is, in fact, bad for you.

I went to the liquor store and picked up some high alcohol IPA and some whisky barrel aged Stout. Being drunk is awesome. If I'm going to die in a year, I'm gonna drink in the evenings. Now I just gotta figure out my will. I guess if I do have lung cancer, I gotta get surgery or chemo. I'm debating on if I should just kill myself in some alloted time or wait for the inevitable end that cancer provides.

I lived a good life until like 5 years ago. Getting sober was great for me, because I had a problem, but it was also bad for me. I stopped hanging out with people, I stopped socializing. I dunno, this shyt makes you think. If I drop dead in 6 months, it'll be fine. I lived what I lived and discovered absolute infinity. Death is not the end. Still, it's scary. What if I'm wrong, and death really is the end. What if there is nothing after death?

I've been watching a lot of TV recently, and this show I just watched, Magpie Murders, has the main character die of lung cancer. shyt hit home. It feels like the stars are aligning.

Every single one of us loves you.

Please, for the love of God, take care of yourself.

Stop doing that shyt you know you're not supposed to be doing.

We are here for you. We will not abandon you. Ever. There is a reason The Coli is still here as a website.

MAKE your heat beat. We are here with you.

 

[NkrumahWasRight Is Wrong]

I'll know more tomorrow. Apparently, it can't be reversed. I'm looking at some oxygen nose shyt for the rest of my life or a lung transplant, ,which looks very unlikely. I don't even care. 5 years is so much better than 1 year. I feel blessed that it's not 1 year, which I was expecting. I have lobe nodules and whatnot, but the CT scan place said they were likely benign, so I gotta work with that shyt. I mean emphysema at age 41 is not good, but it's a lot better than lung cancer. If you know what I mean. I mean with 1 year, I'm working with very little, but with 5 years, I'm working with a lot more. In the end, it doesn't matter, but if I want to enjoy my final years, if you know what I'm saying. I just picture myslef lying in bed, gasping for air, wondering what I did with my life. shyt is real

Seek a second and third opinion regardless.

Get a copy of the scans and take it to yale new haven