I think I'm clinically depressed...I want to end it

[DIMES]

You are thinking about ending and you have a newborn?

You are seriously entertaining that? Think about your kid. Your the father that could cause even worsers problems for the baby than yours if you died. Don't do it bruh



Seek therapist/doctor help. They will show you the light

 

[Kilgore Trout]

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[Pinyapplesuckas]

Fap it out breh. it will get better

 

[WhodatWhoadi]

I'm man'd up!!! My priorities come first it's just sometimes life gets the better of me, I thinking about going to a trade school just to boost my credentials...I'm currently taking my secuirty class the get dcjs certified and I'm indecisive on if I want to take up welding or get my CDL..I'm also majoring in criminal justice. I just don't want to fail my child and life is hard at times. I've been struggling with this for 8+ years I'm 25 btw.

If you been struggling that long you best see a doc then...

Also get back to working out it will help alot with your mood.

And you should take up welding I remember a coli breh saying it pays crazy good and it is not hard.

 

[Freedman]

Do it live for the coli

 

[Couth]

I learned that the hard way..."nobody really cares" I just want this depression shyt gone. I've prayed about it and God has helped me but then it's like I find myself in the same o senerio. It's like with bills,once I play catchup...I feel like I'm going to be playing it constantly. And I do she's tears at times,nobody sees it..but I feel like sometimes I need to let my emotions out in order to feel better.

First of all god doesn't exist. You are god. World is your oyster. You make your own luck. Learn it, believe it, do it. Don't fukk around praying to people for shyt to get better.

Second of all go work out like i said. You have emotions cuz you sit around all day like a girl. If you workout and make moves you'll be too exhausted/focused to give a fukk about any emotions. Pent up energy leads to anxiety and shiftlessness and depression. Working out and getting your adrenaline pumping helps you be level headed and stop caring so much

 

[DIMES]

First of all god doesn't exist. You are god. World is your oyster. You make your own luck. Learn it, believe it, do it. Don't fukk around praying to people for shyt to get better.

Second of all go work out like i said. You have emotions cuz you sit around all day like a girl. If you workout and make moves you'll be too exhausted/focused to give a fukk about any emotions. Pent up energy leads to anxiety and shiftlessness and depression. Working out and getting your adrenaline pumping helps you be level headed and stop caring so much

Ignorant ass nikka. You have some good moments here on thecoli but there's times u just ignant. Don't ever impose your beliefs on someone with their faith.

 

[Couth]

Ignorant ass nikka. You have some good moments here on thecoli but there's times u just ignant. Don't ever impose your beliefs on someone with their faith.

fukk a faith. God. Does. Not. Exist. Period.

At least not the god that modern day religion preaches about.

 

[DIMES]

fukk a faith. God. Does. Not. Exist. Period.

At least not the god that modern day religion preaches about.

How cute. So much ignorance in that post. Of course, at this point it's obvious you have all the answers in the world about faith and religion. Correct?

 

[Couth]

How cute. So much ignorance in that post. Of course, at this point it's obvious you have all the answers in the world about faith and religion. Correct?

All the answers? No. But i know that all religion created by men is a con. If you don't realize that then you truly are fukked lol. Keep praying and hoping that one day you attain bliss.

 

[AllHolosEve]

It's like I'm happy one minute and then I'm sad the next, I hate working at my job,it's like I'm thankful for having a job but it doesn't make me happy..a feeling of dread..or a state of melancholy is what one might call it comes over me when it's time to go to work. I feel like it's always. Bills bills bills and I never have money to spend on myself and I have a newborn so it makes it worse. Don't get me wrong I love my baby girl like no other and wouldn't change a thing,it's just that I want to provide more for her. I'm enrolled in school now entering my 3rd semester but I feel like it's not taking off. I just feel stuck and it's becoming unbearable. I feel enslaved by bills and HAVING TO WORK.

breh ima tell you real shyt now so you might wanna put me on ignore before you read it... fair warning... as far as this post, i find suicide as some hoe as shyt.... thats an excuse for you check out.... people say i suffer from depression but im obsessed on the opposite end.... dudes cant tell me shyt, they find me aggressive... i snap out on my loved ones..... i dont feel hopeless, i feel focused... breh i look at it like they tryin to steal & i get salty... you feel inslaved cause thats the plan... i look at this shyt like that job, that A+ is mine.... these test wanna take whats mine & im not goin....

i told a chick i care about she could take that & i wouldnt come to her funeral, she cried, think of how i feel about an internet breh... commit that so i wont see you attention whorin again or realize you can better fukkin wit the RIGHT brehs,

only thing i ask is if you that bytch made, dont take people wit you thatre happy, just take yourself...

 

[ryshy]

Blocked...was uncalled for

idk if your watching this thread anymore but ignore the dumbasses who say man up and shyt.

your clearly bipolar. theres no way to "think" through this. the only people who think that dont know shyt, same people who say theres no biological basis in homosexuality, ignorant to science. What i advise is two things, first yes seek counseling but more importantly link up with someone you know/love and just tell them shyts not going well, i pray to god you have a family you can rely on. The only way to make it through this is support, your not going to always be able to support yourself

 

[Perpetual Beast]

Life is supposed to suck OP lmao get used to it and sack up guy....

 

[ryshy]

breh ima tell you real shyt now so you might wanna put me on ignore before you read it... fair warning... as far as this post, i find suicide as some hoe as shyt.... thats an excuse for you check out.... people say i suffer from depression but im obsessed on the opposite end.... dudes cant tell me shyt, they find me aggressive... i snap out on my loved ones..... i dont feel hopeless, i feel focused... breh i look at it like they tryin to steal & i get salty... you feel inslaved cause thats the plan... i look at this shyt like that job, that A+ is mine.... these test wanna take whats mine & im not goin....

i told a chick i care about she could take that & i wouldnt come to her funeral, she cried, think of how i feel about an internet breh... commit that so i wont see you attention whorin again or realize you can better fukkin wit the RIGHT brehs,

only thing i ask is if you that bytch made, dont take people wit you thatre happy, just take yourself...

your a fakkit. like seriously wtf are you talking about. when someone is in serious distress and no one cares your just making things worse. say what you want but we are talking about someones life, fukk whos a bytch and whos not that doesnt matter in this situation.

 

[jackswstd]

Go get help breh even if you don't want medication talking to a therapist will teach you how to cope, exercise, meditate. Don't think it'll make you seem weak to get help, don't buy into that bullshyt that all you gotta do is man up. You may very well be clinically depressed or bi-polar.