I understand why ppl commit suicide

[Mtt]

Racism is taught ,and that treatment plan shyt doesn't work .My therapist gave me a sheet with a bunch of activities.on it and told me try to get out more.I told his ass I go out /workout and such.Im not taking no pulls cuz them shots can have with seizures and your face and body seem to blow up like a balloon.The thing that's helped me most is my research on stoicism m

not necessarily true. yes some shots or pills can have that affect but for the most part folks can take small dosages and increase over time s and the tricky part is that what works for others may not work for you so various meds , combos, or dosage are needed .it is highly unlikely you will be a zombie or anything . of course if you do decide to quit then the doctor will suggest you taper off the meds over time as oppose to quitting cold turkey.

i see what you mean however,
not saying you should take meds. or not.
some therapists offer more indepth one on one sessions dilactecal , CBT, psychoanalyis thype of therapy . itall depends on style.
finally, a therapist is a relationship based on finding the right fit. the therapist you met may not be for you but the next one may have a different approach or you have a better bond with that therapist.

all in all. many patients at times get defensive or annoyed with change or hide something embarrasing about themselves when in fact the more you disclose the better a therapist can learn about yourself to get to the root of the problem and ...
Trust Issues, Suicidal Ideation, Food & Self-Care - Leo Flowers | The Mental Illness Happy Hour
on a side note wwww.mentalpod.com Let's Talk About Suicide Honestly - Kelechi Ubozoh | The Mental Illness Happy Hour

 

[HTXBreh]

not necessarily true. yes some shots or pills can have that affect but for the most part folks can take small dosages and increase over time s and the tricky part is that what works for others may not work for you so various meds , combos, or dosage are needed .it is highly unlikely you will be a zombie or anything . of course if you do decide to quit then the doctor will suggest you taper off the meds over time as oppose to quitting cold turkey.

i see what you mean however,
not saying you should take meds. or not.
some therapists offer more indepth one on one sessions dilactecal , CBT, psychoanalyis thype of therapy . itall depends on style.
finally, a therapist is a relationship based on finding the right fit. the therapist you met may not be for you but the next one may have a different approach or you have a better bond with that therapist.

all in all. many patients at times get defensive or annoyed with change or hide something embarrasing about themselves when in fact the more you disclose the better a therapist can learn about yourself to get to the root of the problem and ...
Trust Issues, Suicidal Ideation, Food & Self-Care - Leo Flowers | The Mental Illness Happy Hour
on a side note wwww.mentalpod.com Let's Talk About Suicide Honestly - Kelechi Ubozoh | The Mental Illness Happy Hour

I go to the VA they aren't high quality in my opinion. I would never take medication Ceroquel made my brother a shell of himself. I was actually capping cuz weed helps me way more than stoicism.

 

[Premeditated]

yeah....these threads are way too deep for me

I'm too arrogant to off myself

 

[Pazzy]

Its easier to give up than it is to keep going but when you overcome whatever demons, it's worth it. It's tough but gotta pull through. My life isnt perfect but you know what that's my life. I own that shyt. Every imperfection, issue, drama, flaw, failure as well as joy, success, win and etc that's mine. I'll be okay regardless.

Personally, I feel like every minute, day that I'm still existing, I'm winning. Done a lot of difficult shyt that I know for sure a lot of people dont have the heart or balls to do. Surviving is one of them. I've been through enough pain, humiliation, embarrassment, suffering and etc and I know there's more to come but I'm still here and damn sure ain't running or hiding from anything or anybody. Nobody or nothing could break me so whatever. Thats one thing that keeps me going because throughout my life, I've had more than enough people banking on me not making it. I've had folks straight up thinking the worst about me as well as some thinking the best but more people thinking I'm a fukkup, something is wrong with meand basically anticipating my downfall from the jump. I've had to fight to get here so me still living and trying hard to succeed is me laughing at everybody that thought I wouldn't make it. They were and are wrong. I'm not on the corners, locked up, dead, in the asylum, or far gone or whatever. I really appreciate all the struggles and etc that I've been through and experienced. I can take whatever in stride.

 

[You Win Perfect]

I would never do it, but life is hard and can get to a point where you dont see a way out and just removing yourself from life seems like it will give you relief.

More and more black people are committing suicide because the internet has shown us how bleak our situation is. Even back in jim crow we could say "we just have to make it north and get a good job and live a good life" they didnt have the info to know the north was just as racist and blacks lived in decrepit slums but false hope is powerful. Today we know we have nowhere to run or hide.

imagine if you were black

 

[KENNY DA COOKER]

this is the official leader of the Coli's A.D.O.S chapter yall





guess that 7th year in law school kicking yo azz right now...and that tshirt hustle ain't hitting on shyt right now


sounds like you need an intervention

 

[Gyasi85]

 

[Taadow]

Maybe people just don't wanna live anymore.



The thing about life is, this chit is EVERY DAMN DAY.
And every day, you get some brand new bullchit to carry.
Some folk just get tired of carrying Compound Bullchit with no break every day.

I'm not even mad at 'em.

 

[Clay Puppington]

Yea life can be trash. That new Rick & Morty coming out though. Gotta catch that

 

[Mtt]

I would never do it, but life is hard and can get to a point where you dont see a way out and just removing yourself from life seems like it will give you relief.

More and more black people are committing suicide because the internet has shown us how bleak our situation is. Even back in jim crow we could say "we just have to make it north and get a good job and live a good life" they didnt have the info to know the north was just as racist and blacks lived in decrepit slums but false hope is powerful. Today we know we have nowhere to run or hide.

some podcasts on the subject you can listen too
Trust Issues, Suicidal Ideation, Food & Self-Care - Leo Flowers | The Mental Illness Happy Hour
wwww.mentalpod.com
Let's Talk About Suicide Honestly - Kelechi Ubozoh | The Mental Illness Happy Hour

 

[Clayton Endicott]

The desire to end ones existence comes from a deep pain that just wont go away. It's like having a rotting tooth in your mouth that nobody can see. Some days it doesnt hurt so much, but other days its unbearable and feels like someone is trying to shove an arrowhead through your jaw. The fact that nobody can see it or treat it, makes it worse.

This is what happens with our emotions. We feel an overwhelming pain, an overwhelming anxiety and exhaustion and we just get to the point where we want to check out entirely. It doesnt even matter who you are. Privileged people still commit that. Think about Anthony bourdain. That man had the lifestyle most people can only dream of to give themselves relief in their darkest times and yet here we are, the nikka was found hanging in a 5 star hotel room

The only things that can keep us going are community. Communal grief, communal joy, communal empathy. Knowing that whatever you are going through, you aren't going through it alone. This is what has sustained us through the worst injustices. Emmett till's mother didnt grieve alone. Malcom Xs anger wasnt felt alone. Dr. Kings family didnt grieve his loss alone.

When people get laid off, get curved, have a long relationship end, or any other sort of personal setback or tragedy, they come here. And they get jokes, they get empathy, they get communal experience. I've been in very dark places in my life and what has truly helped was reaching out to others who experienced or at the very least could listen to and empathize with my pain.

This is a real ass post. We've been on strike for going on four weeks now, and people are angry, anxious, scared, stressed, the whole gamut of emotions. The one thing myself and a lot of my coworkers have noticed is how the solidarity has brought everyone together. We're looking out for one another. Checking on and reaching out to folks who might not be handling it well. The outpouring of support from the community has been really inspiring. The mom and pop local businesses have been looking out big time by donating food and supplies, or reducing or eliminating the price on services. Sad thing is, once a deal is made and we go back to work, most of this will go by the wayside and most of us will go back to hating each other's guts

 

[Konnan]

im in a pretty shytty time in my life but I try to smile and keep going

smiles and cries

 

[Chrishaune]

NOPE

NOPE

NOPE

CANNOT UNDERSTAND

It doesn't matter how bad it seems, you kill yourself and it just got much worse.....

 

[Luken]

I've had those thoughts. If I didn't leave my parents and brother devastated, I'd probably have done it.

Story time......

A few years ago, I left my job as a Computer Instructor due to the fact that I was moving. Once again, I was unemployed and feeling depressed. To the point that I was desperate for a Walmart job (yeah it was that rough). I was suicidal to the point of even considering doing it. I went into the closet and tried to hang myself.....sighs. I had this glimpse of my wife finding my bloated lifeless body on the ground. The family basically going broke trying to bury me (despite wanting cremation). My wife angry and miserable because I was too fukking selfish to even consider living. My son basically wondering if I was ever going to come back and my wife actually shytting on me for putting her in that predicament. Since then, I never went that route ever again. Sure, I have dark moments especially last year when I went into a deep depression. But, suicide never crossed my mind, yet more so just putting my head in the sand or getting into a hole. At least I'm breathing in both areas, rather than putting love ones through the grief of my own selfishness.

Living is the key to finding your true purpose in life. Dying is letting go of that purpose in favor for a permanent solution to a easy to fix problem.

yall nikkas weak as hell.


you need go experience war or third world conditions or something.

 

[The Intergalactic Koala]

yall nikkas weak as hell.


you need go experience war or third world conditions or something.

I'm still standing and so is the dude that you quoted. If that ain't strength, I dunno what is. Not everybody go through the same struggles.