It is a choice actually. I can't prove God. I choose to believe. I could just as easily say that because I can't prove god i choose not to exist. I believe God exists. I choose that.
You choose differently.it is what it is. Again you know of the possibilities you can either choose to explore the possibility of belief or choose not to. Good luck either way.

You're convinced; I'm not. As far as it being a conscious decision to believe, or not, it looks like we'll have just agree to disagree.