@DrX I'm sick of this convo even though partly I started it.
You know why? I just want to do it...actually do it and stop talking about it.
My problems:
This is my number one problem: I DON"T HAVE MONEY! I ain't broke, but I don't have access to the realistic amount of capital I need to start (cause everything requires money, otherwise ideas stay as ideas) anything significant like $1,000-$10,000.
I'm really not trying to work for anybody to make extra, tried that, people had no desire to hire me, so I just was forced to do my own thing.
I'm not trying to get loans...banks ain't giving out loans to my black ass. Plus I don't want to have to be in debt to anyone.
I don't want to go with too many investors, with my brand I always try to keep it to myself, I made my mistakes working with people that weren't really on my team 100%
All my current money I make from doing freelance design is spent paying rent and bills and I barely got any to myself.
If I had assloads of money, best believe my ideas would be off the ground.
Sometimes I really do be feeling liek the whole world is against me. They know all I need is money to be a force to be reckoned with. they've seen my work, they know my influence on social media, they know my main goal is to help out my family financially and put my friends and people I fcuk with on...and because of this they wanna stop my progress by limiting my access to money or making sure I have as little access to money as possible so none of this shyt gets off the ground and upstages the game.