Having a good relationship with God doesn't mean you don't struggle.What about those older black folks that have “strong relationships” with god but struggle in so many ways their whole entire life?
It's various reasons they're struggling. They could not be fully obedient to GOD perhaps..I don't know.
I know for a fact if I fully listened to GOD I'd be a musician who could change the world...I just know it..he has given me the vision for it...I see it clearly.
Thing is that involves me bring fully obedient..giving up drugs, living sober..being fully committed to church and to Jesus teachings.
And that is very hard to do...involves giving up stuff my flesh loves.

I can only ask for grace and mercy .



this is why i left the church.
Don't forget random bible passages.