Gritsngravy
Superstar
I feel like that too but I think in a different sense
I'm perpetually fukkin' miserable. [DEARDIARY.gif] AMA
- Thread starter BBG
- Start date
cyndaquil
Lv 100 Bold natured
You give your life purpose. If you really feel this miserable about it then reject consumerism, live minimally, and create a life for yourself in service of others. Humans are tribal, social, animals. Life has no predefined meaning and the world is a fukked place full of inequality and suffering. You have to find meaning in that suffering for yourself or you will continue to suffer. Yes people are dumb, run with the herd, blissfully ignorant but you are wired to be social and cooperate.
Maybe part of your misery comes from your inability to connect with those who think differently from you. You said you have only connected with a woman via a message board who thought like you and have difficulty finding other people who share the same views. Is it truly that insufferable to connect with people who don't share your mindset?
Maybe part of your misery comes from your inability to connect with those who think differently from you. You said you have only connected with a woman via a message board who thought like you and have difficulty finding other people who share the same views. Is it truly that insufferable to connect with people who don't share your mindset?
Vandelay
Life is absurd. Lean into it.
I addressed dumb fukks like you in the OP already. You saw shyt for what it was, wet your pants cause yousa bytch and hurried up and jacked back into the matrix. Now you walk amongst these idiots as do I, except you choose to just play along to have a false sense of comfort until the day you die. It's not that i disagree with your stance seeing as how as far as I know that's the only way to cope with this world. I criticize you for criticizing ME as though oh I was supposed to just jack back in and relax too.
I respect your decision to be fake happy, but I reject the implication that everyone else should do the same, or else be [insert lame ass oldhead saying for young/inexperienced people here]
breh I appreciate the recommendation, really I do. I've read a lot of literature in my life and I have gained valuable knowledge from it. Unfortunately there has been nothing to solve this specific issue I'm having. Are you saying that after reading this book I'll feel less compassion for those being harmed nonstop 24/7? Or the systemic OPPRESSION we still face today? There's a cac in this thread who OF COURSE is the first reply running interference with a silly gif, one that I foreshadowed in the fukkin title? Do you think this is by chance? If that book can help me find peace in this living hell I'll purchase the shyt TODAY.
Your God must be overjoyed that he has such a devout follower with such a lack of compassion for others that he "could never give that much of a fukk about nothing that i cant control..yea yea the world is bad, who gives a fukk"
I was responding to you because I thought you were a solid dude coming from a genuine place, instead you're probably the exact 9-5 gettin by ass bozo i referenced in the OP. Dont waste your time trying to prove otherwise, I don't care.
breh it's hard enough finding a MANto understand this shyt I'm breaking down, where you expect me to find a woman to understand this shyt
ironically, the last woman I met in real life who saw the world for what is really was and didn't shy from it I first met through message boards lol. I can't be happy with no bird brained ass bytch that I gotta explain everything to, I'd honestly rather be alone. Again the commoner who reads this will interpret it completely different than those who get it, but I'm not entertaining the plebeians today. I'll get back on my easy-going fukkery tomorrow.
No. Advice is like clothes. Try it out, if you don't like it move on to the next. He talks about exactly what you're talking about though. EXACTLY what you're talking about.
I was with you until you started assuming nonsense again. Why cant nikkas ever make a decent point without fukking it up with silly inferencesI think you misinterpreted; love is way more then just having a girlfriend/wife.
you touched on it that if you had buku bucks you'd be on an island with your circle of family n friends......
thats what im saying....
the world is literally yours.
to me all that matters is what goes on under my roof and on my land.
Everything outside of that....
you are the director, writer, and producer. and you pick the cast.
this may be only for MY case....
but I only care about what my loved ones think/feel.
Anyone else is..... or
ill put it to your straight like this.
If you stressed and having these juvenile feelings you're probably unfifiled and seeking validation
P.S.
stop wasting time trying to explain shyt to birds
"If you stressed and having these juvenile feelings you're probably unfifiled and seeking validation"
This let's me know you really don't get it. You are AFFECTED by these people outside of your "cast" whether you like it or not. You do not have to leave your house for this to occur. Turn the TV on, go online, read the newspaper. Sure, you can abstain from these things individually, but what I'm arguing is the practicality. One cannot live an entire life ONLY dealing with their cast members. The island is your best chance which is why I said it but its still not 100%. So because these people have the ability to effect my life (however big or small) it pisses me the fukk off. Bill Gates is not immune to this. Elon Musk is not immune to this. Sean Carter is not immune to this. I am speaking on a systemic virus that isn't partial to wealth, fame, or notoriety.
You tell me to stop wasting my time, but what would you consider this post I'm typing right now? I'm breaking down just how clueless you actually are and how you haven't actually said anything profound. Like it or not, you ARE playing the pretend game, and you've gotten so good at it you genuinely feel a sense of happiness. I love that for you, but don't piss in my glass and call it lemonade.
To be clear, you're a good poster and make me laugh more often than not. I do not have an issue with you. I am genuinely happy you found happiness, and I'm not envious. I know for a fact I too can have that brand of happiness if I decide to bend over and just allow life to have it's way with me like everyone else does. Fact is I'm just not going to be happy until I figure out a better solution.
I fukk with this, and have seriously considered the whole rejecting consumerism helping others shyt. Problem is this. Whatever impact I have on the world will be next to nothing. And that's not discrediting just myself, look at MLK/Malcolm X. nikkas went HARD in their respective times getting shyt done making hella changes....and for what? For dumb stupid ignorant nikkas to step on everything he was TRULY fighting for, reap the benefits of the CR Movement sure, but as for the expectation of dumbass nikkas to keep that shyt going and further progress?!
best you're gonna get is Umar "Donations" Johnson and Tariq FBAMAGA Nasheed good fukking luck nikkasIt's all for naught man. I hate feeling like this, but all the advice I've been given in this thread just feels like masks and "feel good" opportunities. The feel good opportunities don't feel so good when you know for certain you're wasting your time IN THE GRAND SCHEME OF THINGS.
That's enough negativity for now, and I do apologize for spewing so much in a place where nikkas just wanna escape and have fun. I get it, for real. Let me climb back in my lurk hole until I can play the game with the brehs too.
P.S. @cyndaquil i forgot to address your last point about tolerating people who don't share my mindset. I love to hear differing points of views. I would be just like the rest of the idiots if all I sought after was my own personal echo chamber. The shyt im talking about though, rejecting it is like rejecting mathematics. There isn't room to argue; one thing plus another of that one thing makes two things. I'm not tolerating any "well actually" brehs trying to argue semantics. That is how I view people who disagree with me about this one thing.
I'm all for debating the debatable.
Fagcity babble
#BOTHSIDES
Superstar
Da bears havin their best season in a long time and you still mad?
Redwood
Superstar
OP, you're good, after that rep? 
Negro Caesar
Superstar
No joke I hope u find peace and a purpose. I will pray for u
I have my daughter for the weekend and the bears finna pack out the Rams tomorrow. My mental/spiritual agony has been postponed until Monday. Everything I've written I stand by and agree with but @maxamusa was right it's something about being everything to my little girl that makes me soldier through this shyt. I told y'all before I had a baby I lived without purpose and I was a legit crash out because I didn't give a fukk about life.
Well she's here now so the darkest times for me is when she's not with me. The minute I see her lil smiling face everything suddenly gets better. Yes I'm aware I've made myself extremely vulnerable and some Internet dweeb will use this against me and say nasty things about my parenting and/or my daughter but that's okay because I made it clear in the OP I don't respect most of you nikkas anyway
Have a great day B.A.N.s
Well she's here now so the darkest times for me is when she's not with me. The minute I see her lil smiling face everything suddenly gets better. Yes I'm aware I've made myself extremely vulnerable and some Internet dweeb will use this against me and say nasty things about my parenting and/or my daughter but that's okay because I made it clear in the OP I don't respect most of you nikkas anyway
Have a great day B.A.N.sIt's a three day weekendI have my daughter for the weekend and the bears finna pack out the Rams tomorrow. My mental/spiritual agony has been postponed until Monday. Everything I've written I stand by and agree with but @maxamusa was right it's something about being everything to my little girl that makes me soldier through this shyt. I told y'all before I had a baby I lived without purpose and I was a legit crash out because I didn't give a fukk about life.
Well she's here now so the darkest times for me is when she's not with me. The minute I see her lil smiling face everything suddenly gets better. Yes I'm aware I've made myself extremely vulnerable and some Internet dweeb will use this against me and say nasty things about my parenting and/or my daughter but that's okay because I made it clear in the OP I don't respect most of you nikkas anyway
I wish her momma gave a fukkIt's a three day weekend
I be agreeable as I can with her, meanwhile I gotta drag her to court to fight for 50/50.Have children with people you hardly know, brehs/brehettes.
Cryptocurrency Scarface
Coinbased
I lost attention after the title I just entered the thread to see @VegetasHairline post that Moesha gifRespectfully, you lost my attention span somewhere around the 4th paragraph
and he did not disappoint!
