I'm seriously contemplating ending my own life

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amphetamines? come on man that shyt will fukk him up worse
It's what helped me get out of bed when I was going through chronic depression, even though the comedown is like being plunged into Satan's bath.
Do you know what it's like to lay there, and see no reason behind anything? No push, pull, no motivation? It's bad. Really bad.
I just don't want OP to off himself, he has a long life to live.
 

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Call the suicide hotline for real. They're available 24/7
That shyt don't help..

I fukked up in school due to depression and got notified i lost aid because my gpa below 2.0..cant pay for my housing and about to ne kicked out. fukk going back home,and fukk a shelter.

I understand where OP coming from.
 

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Troll responses need to be removed from this thread and the posters probably need to be warned.

If you don't think its a serious thread how hard is it to not reply?

But I guess the fishing for daps is real.

OP keep your head up breh.
 

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Troll responses need to be removed from this thread and the posters probably need to be warned.

If you don't think its a serious thread how hard is it to not reply?

But I guess the fishing for daps is real.

OP keep your head up breh.
I think this is becoming a recent trend. I have seen a few threads like this on the-coli. who are these people? if this is real, seek help.
 

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you don't wanna be going to hell,
try fasting & praying to Jesus & see if he can help you from your problem.
 

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I think this is it for me. Things have just gotten so bad there's really no turning back. I've tried help for these thoughts so many times. I don't know why I'm even posting this. Maybe I'm hoping to talk some sense into myself by writing it out. Idk. I just don't wanna be on this earth anymore. Life is a joke brehs


u need to find something real to live for other than superficial things....I never walked in in your shoes but ive been to some dark places with similar thoughts....what helped me was to stop chasing earthly desire....it makes u feel empty....
 

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I've been there breh. It sucks. It can get better though. Luckily my son really gave me a reason to live an love. Been doing good for myself. Drugs can help if you want to go that route. I do some dabs and workout and try to just focus or "obsess" over positive things. Health, skateboarding, guitar, I know in any given second I have it better then 80% or the world population. I've seen and been through some crazy shyt but you gotta keep on..
 

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I think this is it for me. Things have just gotten so bad there's really no turning back. I've tried help for these thoughts so many times. I don't know why I'm even posting this. Maybe I'm hoping to talk some sense into myself by writing it out. Idk. I just don't wanna be on this earth anymore. Life is a joke brehs

Are you a white male comedian?
 

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If you want attention why not give some and get some back from your son?
 

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If you truly feel like you're scum and you should die well then... You know yourself best :yeshrug:

nikkas who got it harder than you are doing less bytching right now. Find a hobby that doesn't involve feeling sorry for yourself.
Posts like this make me never want to post on here again. Matter of a fact. I'm done. Peace Coli. OP be strong breh and seek help. Suicide is never the solution. @Brooklynzson @cook Thank you, this board became a part of my life. Sky is the limit. Peace Coli
 
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