I'm seriously contemplating ending my own life

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My brain. I have obsessive thoughts. Been depressed since i was a young kid. Im 28 now.
I've been battling PTSD, depression and severe anxiety since I was 18 breh, never once did suicide enter my thought process. I can't speak to whatever you're going through but seek help. There are people out there willing to help if you really want and need it. If you got kids, family think about what killing yourself will do to them.

I have my bad days but they pass, don't sit and focus on everything that's wrong and concentrate on some good things. Ultimately the choice is yours and if you're serious, nothing any of us says is going to change your mind. Take some time to think if it's really as bad as you think it is, or if it's just your depression talking.
 

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That shyt don't help..

I fukked up in school due to depression and got notified i lost aid because my gpa below 2.0..cant pay for my housing and about to ne kicked out. fukk going back home,and fukk a shelter.

I understand where OP coming from.
:ohhh: You on a college campus and broke??

:dame:I know what I'd do, but we not all built the same :sas1:

Depression isn't anything to play with, I battle with irrational and dark thoughts but even them out with working out, setting goals and good sess sminoke:blessed:

OP and no one else will know if he's willing to get the help he needs (if not trolling). Only advice I can give is to find a constructive outlet and stay prayed up (if you believe whatever religion of your choice)
 

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Don't hurt those who love you by being selfish...you think u gonna take away the pain but u will be gone and ya family will suffer...so take some time to reflect bro and get up and keep trucking...life ain't easy for none of us but taking your life ain't the way to handle things
 

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You ever see a jewel caterpillar in person breh?

There is so much in this world you have yet to experience.
There are things you probably don't even know exist that are godamn amazing.

:francis:

Quit letting these hoes and politics and material possessions stress you out and go enjoy the world.
The real world, not the 'civilized' social one.

When is the last time you walked along the ground without shoes, or let your hair/nails grow?

You don't want to end your life.
What you want is to be rid of this false life.

But you can at least step away from it every now and then. It'll allow your spirit to rejuvenate.
All the shyt around you is fake. Thats why you are bugging out.
 
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Nothing is worth killing yourself over but if you do go get some Popeyes and choke on one of them
Biscuits that's how I'd like do go out
 

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We all have our lows..3 years ago I had the worst summer possible, didn't even know why I was even alive. Now, I am happy as a person and in peace. Just continue to work on yourself and be positive, and things around you will change. Killing yourself is going to hurt the ones who actually love you.
 
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