You are who you are tbh, to counter your core default will take a lot of work, many years and it can not be done alone, a performance psychology coach or similar will need to be involved.
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Truth be told, it's very hard to change your personality after you're already an adult.
There was a study that showed that by 2nd grade or so, most people already have their base personality traits and they don't change much.
Is there a way that one can radically transform their personality for the better?
Due to my upbringing, I was very self-conscious, shy, meek, and unassertive as a child, and this carried on throughout high school.
Since then, I've managed to grow out of some of these traits a bit, but I still have facets of my core personality that I've carried with me since I was a child.
Basically, I'd like to become one of those hyper-assertive, hyper-productive (one might say borderline sociopathic ) people that seem to dominate in all areas of life (financially, socially, networking, etc).
Every time I start on a self-improvement schedule, it goes really well for nearly a month until some shyt happens in my life that fukks up my mental state and causes me to slip back into bad habits.
I'm tired of being a broke loser
Made MASSIVE improvements as far as my social skills thanks to now having a job that forces me to interact with people face-to-face on a constant basis: people of all ages, races, ethnicities, etc. I genuinely feel like I can converse with just about anyone now compared to how I felt last year.did you figure this out yet breh? im the same way: too humble for my own good type. i don’t want to go against the grain and speak my mind oftentimes even if i know it’s right thing to do in order to spare others’ feelings in the moment.
my mild mannered nature ironically leaves way for the same people i am empathetic and considerate towards to end up playing with me once they discover my insecurities.
my humility plays against me i respect people who don’t match the same energy later on. funnily a lot of people of which who i already knew of their flawed morals beforehand but decided to disregard
yeah i have genuine rage for the ppl who fukked with my self esteem growing up im unfortunately trapped in my hometown i think a huge part of growing would be taking the newer evolved me the fukk outta here. a lot of it comes from your own kind too.Made MASSIVE improvements as far as my social skills thanks to now having a job that forces me to interact with people face-to-face on a constant basis: people of all ages, races, ethnicities, etc. I genuinely feel like I can converse with just about anyone now compared to how I felt last year.
Curious thing is, I'm still deeply introverted at heart, but at work I'm able to "turn it on" so to speak, being able to small talk and find ways to charm customers (ESPECIALLY middle-aged women lol ) when needed.
As of now, my verbal skills have improved, and I'm still in the gym consistently. But I still have self-image/self-esteem wounds from childhood that I still need to work on.
Made MASSIVE improvements as far as my social skills thanks to now having a job that forces me to interact with people face-to-face on a constant basis: people of all ages, races, ethnicities, etc. I genuinely feel like I can converse with just about anyone now compared to how I felt last year.
Curious thing is, I'm still deeply introverted at heart, but at work I'm able to "turn it on" so to speak, being able to small talk and find ways to charm customers (ESPECIALLY middle-aged women lol ) when needed.
As of now, my verbal skills have improved, and I'm still in the gym consistently. But I still have self-image/self-esteem wounds from childhood that I still need to work on.
One downside that immediately comes to mind is coming off as an a$$hole to the people closest to you, those who know you better than anyone else.It's pointless to think like this if you can't already list the downsides of having a type A personality. Also, take some time to ponder on how you feel about those downsides that you don't experience specifically because you don't have a type A personality.
You don't need power over others, just mastery over yourself. I mastered my fear of rejection and it opened tons of doors and it gave me a ton of control over casual, intimate, and familial relationships, while still respecting everyone else. Seeking power can easily mimick the lifestyles of those wimps who join the police force and become jerks . They lack the mastery over themselves and that's what makes them dangerous. A scared dude with a gun isn't an example of someone with power.One downside that immediately comes to mind is coming off as an a$$hole to the people closest to you, those who know you better than anyone else.
Without going into too much detail, I know someone who is the archetypal "Type A" personality. He is without a shadow of a doubt a legit narcissist, and definitely has sociopathic tendencies, if he isn't actually just a full-blown sociopath. He allegedly went through some sort of childhood abuse, so this only makes it more likely that his core personality was shaped due to it.
And when use the terms "narcissist" and "sociopath", I'm NOT using them in the way that a lot of women nowadays like to use them to talk about shytty dudes that they've dated.
Behind the scenes, this dude rules his private life with an iron fist, controlling every person within his inner circle with unchecked power, and has everyone seemingly afraid to speak out against him and the fukked up shyt that he's done to people throughout his life.
Yet in public, he portrays himself as a shining example of a Black male role model, presenting himself as an honorable good-natured man that others should look up to. He's held various leadership roles, is well-respected, and is very charismatic.
The only possible saving grace within all of his fukkkery is that the people who TRULY know him don't respect him. However, with his recently won lifetime achievement award and having acquired a network that consists of every prominent Black man in our city from activists, city officials, and even the mayor, the approval of those he deems "important" is probably all he really cares about anyway.
After doing some reflection on your question, I guess what attracts me to wanting to have a Type A personality -- especially during the time of my life when I made that post -- is the (perceived, at least) power that seems to come from it.
Power over others. Power over circumstances. Power in attracting women. Power over enemies. Power in controlling one's life.
I'm ultimately tired of feeling weak. Like my whole life up to this point was just due to a cosmic dice roll.
Maaaannn, same shyt here. Still stuck in my dead-ass city due to finances/circumstances.yeah i have genuine rage for the ppl who fukked with my self esteem growing up im unfortunately trapped in my hometown i think a huge part of growing would be taking the newer evolved me the fukk outta here. a lot of it comes from your own kind too.
we’re too special to have let people make us feel so doubtful about ourselves for so long
A damn good pointYou don't need power over others, just mastery over yourself. I mastered my fear of rejection and it opened tons of doors and it gave me a ton of control over casual, intimate, and familial relationships, while still respecting everyone else. Seeking power can easily mimick the lifestyles of those wimps who join the police force and become jerks . They lack the mastery over themselves and that's what makes them dangerous. A scared dude with a gun isn't an example of someone with power.
Keep doing what you are doing and watching out for potential pitfalls is sign you clearly are on the right path. Godspeed.