is the homie @*L*E*G*A*C*Y* clinically depressed??

[*L*E*G*A*C*Y*]

you know what cured my depression and anxiety? a high dose magic mushroom trip. completely changed my life and set me on the path to be enlightened. also buddhism is the truth. learning to be compassionate towards EVERYBODY makes me feel like im on ectsasy 24/7. its like 2 completely different people from before my mushroom trip. I really was a terrible person for the past 3 years. The mushroom doesnt do all the work. but it gives you the tools and sets you on the right path.

dont rely on your external experiences to determine your happiness. it comes from within.

LOL...word.

Yeah, I did mushrooms before many times. I'm on that clean and sober tip now since I've been back in Pittsburgh. I honestly have only had four beers since I've been here (that was when I was visiting my long time homie in Baltimore and we went to DC to meet up with some friends) and I came back in mid-September. Not being on drugs has helped me to see things in focus and see how much I matter to people. I appreciate the suggestion from you...mad respect breh.

 

[*L*E*G*A*C*Y*]

Yep there are

Not true but as the norm when somebody can't do something they oftentimes will say nobody does. Its you but you don't want to hear that though.

Nah don't get me wrong breh...brothas do get with pawgs...IR are there but really not as prevalent like there are in NYC and it's very small...Pittsburgh's really racist and on that old school 'stick with your own kind" tip.

Yo...even my white homies from high school say the same thing and most of them got with non-white women/or are married with them. Trust me breh, I've pent my whole life here except for 4 years...I'm born and raised here...I go by what I see.

 

[*L*E*G*A*C*Y*]

yea but they don't like nikkas.

That's what I've been saying!!!!!!!!

 

[*L*E*G*A*C*Y*]

all your friends in NY forgot about you and won't wanna hang out anymore

LOL...I still get texts from them being like "when you gonna be back?"

I've only been gone from there since September 14th...you make it seem like a lifetime...

 

[Truth200]

*L*E*G*A*C*Y* a good dude....objective, versatile, good eye for art.....ect

 

[*L*E*G*A*C*Y*]

I just figure that you're intense. You've got good taste in music, usually takes someone who's got a lot of BS on the brain anyway to listen and appreciate the spectrum of tunes that I've seen you appreciate.

LOL.

That's how I am...alot of people mistake that for some sort of mental instability. I'm actually very stable, I just tend to express myself differently from most on here. I've been dealing with ADHD since I was 5 too...music and going skateboarding and doing things like art has always helped me to alleviate my min from whatever stresses it at the moment.

 

[*L*E*G*A*C*Y*]

Bro is legit cracked. I've been saying this for the longest.

I just consider myself quite eccentric and am not afraid to hide it. Hell, I embrace it cause it makes me me...

Sometimes I feel I've been walking that fine line between brilliance and utter insanity for the past 15+ years...

 

[William F. Russell]

Thanks for caring breh.
It's appreciated.

I will admit....I have been suffering from depression for over 5 years...it comes back every now and then and it's the worst.

I can't wait to get back to NYC and be around friends. Pittsburgh is so depressing and boring. It's put me in a bad mood. Everyone I know here is gone. My immediate family is stupid. There's nothing to do. I just drive around and smoke cigarettes and listen to music in my spare time.

Keep your head up, homie. You can beat depression. Just spend a little time each day focusing on making yourself a better person. Also think about your loved ones.

 

[Arishok]

I just consider myself quite eccentric and am not afraid to hide it. Hell, I embrace it cause it makes me me...

Don't feel you have to explain yourself to no one. I know some legit crazy people and from what I read on here, you're far from it. (no simp )

 

[HoloGraphic]

I just consider myself quite eccentric and am not afraid to hide it. Hell, I embrace it cause it makes me me...

Sometimes I feel I've been walking that fine line between brilliance and utter insanity for the past 15+ years...

Combine the heart and mind for that genius flow breh

 

[ThugLife]

LOL...I still get texts from them being like "when you gonna be back?"

I've only been gone from there since September 14th...you make it seem like a lifetime...

things change fast you might as well cut em off now

 

[Big Boda]

me personaly I think the man tired of the BS alot of us see going on right now. I agree with him on what he be speaking. lot more folks need to get tired instead of accepting it.

 

[Truth200]

LOL.

That's how I am...alot of people mistake that for some sort of mental instability. I'm actually very stable, I just tend to express myself differently from most on here. I've been dealing with ADHD since I was 5 too...music and going skateboarding and doing things like art has always helped me to alleviate my min from whatever stresses it at the moment.

I could tell this about you the minute i started posting on this forum.

You recognize the Per Weli logo...

 

[Big Boda]

I just drive around and smoke cigarettes and listen to music in my spare time.

Imma need you to put them squares down though homie. price so heavy for em financially and physically. I been through the newport100 life.

 

[*L*E*G*A*C*Y*]

Just need to stay off this site alittle. this place is not that good for your mental health.

I'll be honest man...the Ferguson thread has been stressing me. It's been stressing me even more that my family has seen it as a non-issue.

Sometimes I feel that I get "trapped" feeling like I got to post here and be some sort of a regular...when really I just am on here cause there really isn't much to do at the moment so I just post here to alleviate the boredom. I just would rather not post here at times, but I feel like I get sucked back in when I don't feel like it...simply because there's a void that can't be filled by tumblr or other things (I don't watch TV and it's too cold to skate) at the time being. I go on here at times for an escape and end up being confronted with the things that bother me at times...rather than avoid it, I just tend to go in head on and face the issue whatever. I get irked at times...that's why I haven't been on here as much lately.