I've messed up a lot of potentially great relationships being an idiot

[O.T.I.S.]

granted none of them really chased after me per say, but if I could post the pics of the women I've fukked up with..

And I look at them now and see that most of them are pretty happy with where they at... At least it appears that way (in friends with most of them still )


And getting back in there is hard mang... They don't forget shyt. I feel like the black guy in New Girl that's no longer hooping overseas, and he's trying to get back with the bad redbone he fukked over in the past.

Thing is, I don't even know why some of them are mad... They're still my friends on facebook (some... A couple ex's just deleted me and I jyst noticed today)..,


Shuts depressing brehs

 

[AquaCityBoy]

Details?

 

[TooLazyToMakeUp1]

Hopefully you learned a few lessons

 

[At30wecashout]

I feel that breh. One lady sticks out in my mind very clearly.

How did I let her slip by. Maybe I never had her. She was early 20s and READY to be wifed, though. You don't meet those kinds

of women often.

 

[O.T.I.S.]

Details?

Details on every single one personally?

Some I hit once and never again even though we stayed in contact. They wanted a relationship and I wasn't so sure at the time (not even sure why)

A couple were friends that crushed on me but I was in a relationship that went nowhere. But by the time I was out of mines they were in theres

A couple are doctors/nurses now but at the time I didn't want to do long distance relationships (I still don't)

I still don't really regret my ex's being my ex's but I guess I'm lonely AF now. I'm contemplating hitting up a couple of them. They passive aggressively pursued me but I was on some you shyt at the time. Now I'm like


Dating is just hard af. Been very dissapointed lately. Didn't realize how good I had it back in the day. Feel like I've lost my swag

 

[Hopeofmypeople]

granted none of them really chased after me per say, but if I could post the pics of the women I've fukked up with..

And I look at them now and see that most of them are pretty happy with where they at... At least it appears that way (in friends with most of them still )


And getting back in there is hard mang... They don't forget shyt. I feel like the black guy in New Girl that's no longer hooping overseas, and he's trying to get back with the bad redbone he fukked over in the past.

Thing is, I don't even know why some of them are mad... They're still my friends on facebook (some... A couple ex's just deleted me and I jyst noticed today)..,


Shuts depressing brehs

Same here, the amount of times I spend googling my exs.

 

[O.T.I.S.]

And to top it off I barely go out anymore so I don't meet shyt. Most my homies are gone so unless I'm DJ'ing I don't do shyt (mainly because I drink too fukking much).

So I've resorted to online dating and its bullshyt

Online dating is so trash... But I'm talking to a few. It's just not going anywhere. One chick likes me a lot so I'm contemplating settling down with her I just don't feel it and she pissed me off a couple times (but I pursued her so...)


And then I hang out in shady ass places... Places where you don't really want to meet a bish. I got a couple strippers I could mess with but I hate having to go to stripclubs.. Or clubs period.

I'm just depressed af... Especially since I struck out bad with the chick I actually really wanted.

 

[O.T.I.S.]

Same here, the amount of times I spend googling my exs.

I just did that shyt today... This is what rock bottom feels like

 

[Ashley Banks]

Same here, the amount of times I spend googling my exs.

nothing creepy about this.

 

[Chrishaune]

You wasn't ready.......

 

[O.T.I.S.]

nothing creepy about this.

You act like females don't do this


And to top things off, only teenage girls and my homies ex seems to be the only ones feeling me

 

[Couth]

Lol. Never had this problem. I could call up anyone of my exes and get a repeat performance right now. Cept for 1.

 

[Ashley Banks]

You act like females don't do this


And to top things off, only teenage girls and my homies ex seems to be the only ones feeling me

 

[O.T.I.S.]

Lol. Never had this problem. I could call up anyone of my exes and get a repeat performance right now. Cept for 1.

i mean I think I could but I would have to sweettalk them into it..

I think I'm actually missing being with a woman and having companionship than I am just wanting meaningless sex. I noticed that the other night. I had no passion, just straight robot mode.

 

[insomniac]

Me too just for being subconscious about being fat... I was fat as hell when I was younger but was able to still fukk with decent women both black & white. Suburban and thots. Still fat now at 6 2 260 back then I was 300+ pounder...

Fat people are disgusting though...