I'm at work on my phone so forgive some typos but wtf man. I get in to work on my day off. Normally I decline but I had nothing to do. So I get to my second stop and I see a love interst. We had sex like twice since she came back to nj in June. We have history...a lot history. Dating back to 2009 before i met my ex. We been trying to set up another date but our jobs prevent it.
So I'm like
funny seeing you again. She's like
yeah... so we speak and I see her daugther kid run down the aisle to her. Now Im like
she got so big. she's says dad said do we need some milk. I'm like
dad? Oh shyt...so she's like
were not together like that. I'm like OK fine but I thought u was up here by yourself. So he pops up...he never met me but he knows about me. He seen our Facebook pics and asked her to delete them. We nod our heads and he tells her to come on. Then out of spite...he mentions their baby shower
and invites me. She's 3 months now. I tried to hold in my displeasure and I did..but just barely. But I'm in the car trying not call her...I'm just gonna let it go. She's not gonna call. She been caught. shyt hurts brehs and brehettes.
Like damn I held this women to such high standards. I loved her and even stay up at night beating myself for not making her mine. So I finally get a second chance and its all for nothing. If had tears to shed I would def cry. I must not be shyt...because the women I need in my life don't fukking want me.
So I'm like






Like damn I held this women to such high standards. I loved her and even stay up at night beating myself for not making her mine. So I finally get a second chance and its all for nothing. If had tears to shed I would def cry. I must not be shyt...because the women I need in my life don't fukking want me.