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BaggerofTea

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Where you get the materials to grow them yourself?

And way easier said than done randomly meeting white people who happen to know where I can get shrooms :francis:


You need to meditate.


Shrooms is just a analgesic
 

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I can respect people being loners

I'm an only child and I definitely have some only child tendencies where where I just need to be alone at times

but celebrating lack of friends/significant others/family?

that's just sad man.

i pray for yall :mjcry:

and if thecoli gives you that little bit of connection you need, keep posting brehs.
 
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There’s nothing wrong with being “alone”, only when one takes it to the extreme of isolation does it become a true concern.

I had to come to terms with my self-imposed isolation (was legit “quarantining” for years before it became mandatory in this pandemic) a while ago.

Didn’t want to talk to anyone, didn’t trust anyone, intentionally and unintentionally pushed others away for years. Squandered what could’ve been beneficial relationships or friendships because of my own PTSD.

But what made me come face to face with self was a disturbing spiritual experience that I won’t bother to recount in detail. Let’s just say there’s parts of our consciousness that will manifest or try to get our attention in order to show us something is wrong.

No different than our physical bodies being in pain or feeling some type of discomfort (which most would see a doctor for).

The same applies on a mental, emotional, and spiritual level. And if any “ailment” related to these aspects goes untreated, the problem typically exacerbates like it would if it was purely physical.

Had to learn this the hard way, and it took me admitting some uncomfortable truths about self, including confronting my trauma on a deeper level, to see why things played out the way they did. I had to shed the victim mentality and take accountability, especially as to why I chose to isolate myself instead of getting to the root of my problems - many of which I caused in my teens to early adult years.

It wasn’t easy and still isn’t but it’s one of the best decisions I’ve made thus far.
 

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Its 3:33 in the morning and im in this thread. Trill talk, im so used to feeling lonely and loneliness that i actually get uncomfortable being around other people when i have to be. I feel like dealing with people is a lot of work and makes me anxiety overthinking and shyt. Plus with my past experiences with social interactions being odd i guess, its like :yeshrug: what did i do wrong this time? I just hide, self isolate and pretend no one knows i exist until i have to be around people again. Outside is so far but its right there
 
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Where you get the materials to grow them yourself?

And way easier said than done randomly meeting white people who happen to know where I can get shrooms :francis:
You need to get spores delivered to you , they come in hyperdemeric needles.

Google it, it's a simple process but you have to make sure there is no contamination, you are dealing with fungus so it's sensitive. It will be hard your first times.
 

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You need to get spores delivered to you , they come in hyperdemeric needles.

Google it, it's a simple process but you have to make sure there is no contamination, you are dealing with fungus so it's sensitive. It will be hard your first times.

I been googling that for years, all the sites I saw don’t ship to USA :francis:
 

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I've never wanted to change more in my life than now.

I'm at a point where I realize either I do, or fukk my life completely up.
 

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Its peaceful. No drama or BS involving other people.

Never let people tell you there is something wrong with this.
 
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