Lowest point in your life thread

[Tiffrock]

2011 was the worst year..mom died early Jan, got laid off in Nov ,and filed for divorce.

 

[JackRoss]

2011 was the worst year..mom died early Jan, got laid off in Nov ,and filed for divorce.

Very shytty year

 

[malbaker86]

This past month is the lowest ive been in a LONG time mentally and emotionally.

 

[TallMan_J]

2007 and 2008 were rough for me. I was 17-18 years old, stopped believing in Yah, mom put me out, got arrested, was broke as shyt in Detroit. Surely the hardest/most difficult chapter in my life.

I was always smart, articulate, and ambitious, so I just kept grinding and started praying again and reading the Bible. I managed to graduate and was accepted to several good universities. Ended up going to community college, while working shytty ass jobs, and got a lot of help from my aunt/uncle, support from my girlfriend at the time. Rekindled things with my mother, moved back in, kept grinding and praying. Things got 1000x better for me in 2009 and beyond. It was due to prayer, ambition, blessings, endurance and just pure luck.

I think that it was a wake up call from Yah. I was going around saying that I was "agnostic" and "atheist". I truly stopped believing in The Most High and that was when things went completely down for me. I could have easily been another statistic stuck in Detroit. I took a lot of things for granted. Now I thank Yah every single day and my family (wife and kids) and I pray together every day. I pray that my fellow brothers and sisters also wise up, endure, and get out of their terrible circumstances, too.

 

[you're NOT "n!ggas"]

Like 8 years ago I was feeling rock bottom emotionally. Started meditating and gained a new perspective.

Right. Fukkin. Now...

I vowed never to step one more foot in NYC for the rest of my life, yet I let my mom talk me into coming back to bum-ass Brooklyn to spend the holidays with family I don't want to be around. Currently laying down on a couch, dying to head back to the Midwest, replying to this thread with this particular thought racing through my misery-laden head:

"Naw this aint it champ”

Damn breh what NYC do for you to NEVER wanna come back? Not even to visit???

 

[Afrodroid]

Life is tough, i hope y'all ok now

 

[RhodyRum]

Like 8 years ago I was feeling rock bottom emotionally. Started meditating and gained a new perspective.

Damn breh what NYC do for you to NEVER wanna come back? Not even to visit???

Why it had to do anything to me? You can't just ask why I don't wanna be here without being presumptuous?

I just physically, mentally, & spiritually moved the fukk on from the societal armpit a$shole known as the northeast United States. Just crossing into this state feels like evolutionary regression to me.

 

[A.V.]

Will post later ...

 

[you're NOT "n!ggas"]

Why it had to do anything to me? You can't just ask why I don't wanna be here without being presumptuous?

I just physically, mentally, & spiritually moved the fukk on from the societal armpit a$shole known as the northeast United States. Just crossing into this state feels like evolutionary regression to me.

You said you don't even wanna visit that just sounds extreme to me Not even visit??? NYC??? It's beyond me, that's all

 

[Luke Cage]

girl i had a crush on in highschool died in a car accident before i could muster up the courage to ask her out. Worst part is she had ask me for ride home that day. But i said no because i wanted to go smoke weed with my friends. She got a ride from someone else and his nondriving ass wrapped them around a tree.
So i felt guilty and heartbroken.

 

[RhodyRum]

You said you don't even wanna visit that just sounds extreme to me Not even visit??? NYC??? It's beyond me, that's all

So chalk it up to 2 people who view something differently. No reason for all the questions and smileys as if not wanting to be in NYC is some groundbreaking revelation.

But let me leave you with this final thought: if Al Qaeda decided to finish the job on NYC that they started in 2001, I wouldn't have one tear to shed for this rat infested, unnecessarily high rent, overrated, stinking, litter infested town and any of its cartoonishly obnoxious residents

And with that said, please stop quoting me in this thread. You're annoying.

 

[GrindtooFilthy]

The summer of 2017 I got hit with such Bullshyt that I almost cried myself to sleep But insomnia was a bytch that summer too because I was that stressed out




I will never be as low as I was on dogs. Not in a million fukkin years

 

[Wild self]

You said you don't even wanna visit that just sounds extreme to me Not even visit??? NYC??? It's beyond me, that's all

Not everyone likes NYC or big city dreams. People gotta understand that some people like peace and quiet.

 

[Wild self]

After college, no job, living at home, basically what I refer to as my nomad years. Life is the exact opposite now thanks be to the Lord

That was me back from May 2009 to Dec 2010, except I had 3 jobs and I had no time to myself. Straight up was a zombie and making less than 60k per year altogether. Was thinking about leaving the US of A and invest in somewhere else. Thankfully I linked up with some people and built myself back up, piece by piece. I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy. Those 19 months were HELL on my mind.

 

[you're NOT "n!ggas"]

Not everyone likes NYC or big city dreams. People gotta understand that some people like peace and quiet.

Breh is trippin man. I'm not asking why he doesn't love it or wanna live there. I'm just shocked he doesn't even like to visit. I can't say that about anywhere I've been, let alone New York-- but I guess that makes me an a$$hole :nosmiley: