Marco Zen
Black Privilege
my wife said I need to go get help too. I went to AA but I wasnt feeling it because all them cats was doing was reminiscing on drinking...telling fun sounding stories..when I left that meeting, I went str8 to liquor store....smh
Sounds like you're not fully committed to getting help. Your half in half out.
I did the same thing when I 1st encountered it. I Was all "this is lame" "I'm not like them" "this is boring" "my life is better than there's" "what's the point" "I don't wanna hear all that bullshyt"......back then I obviously didn't wanna stop drinking and gettin high bad enough...in other words...I had some more fukkin up to do! lol.
And did a whole lotta fukkin up after that
Denial is some powerful shyt.I don't know if that's where you are. Maybe deep down you just don't wanna quit or you haven't reached a bottom deep enough, I don't know. I personally know mfers that would rather drink their life away than try something to help them quit. I used to be one. I know how hard it is.
All I can speak on is how I was and what I did/ do.
When mfers tell me they gon stop drinking but they're not gonna do what's worked for millions around the world ,they're gonna do it on their own THEIR WAY....my response to that is...
......good luck with that
.......I hope you survive it







it would be a terrible waste of a beautiful hairline.



