Mid-May Motivational Movement (30 day challenge)

Marco Zen

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my wife said I need to go get help too. I went to AA but I wasnt feeling it because all them cats was doing was reminiscing on drinking...telling fun sounding stories..when I left that meeting, I went str8 to liquor store....smh

Sounds like you're not fully committed to getting help. Your half in half out.

I did the same thing when I 1st encountered it. I Was all "this is lame" "I'm not like them" "this is boring" "my life is better than there's" "what's the point" "I don't wanna hear all that bullshyt"......back then I obviously didn't wanna stop drinking and gettin high bad enough...in other words...I had some more fukkin up to do! lol.
And did a whole lotta fukkin up after that :snoop:Denial is some powerful shyt.

I don't know if that's where you are. Maybe deep down you just don't wanna quit or you haven't reached a bottom deep enough, I don't know. I personally know mfers that would rather drink their life away than try something to help them quit. I used to be one. I know how hard it is.

All I can speak on is how I was and what I did/ do.

When mfers tell me they gon stop drinking but they're not gonna do what's worked for millions around the world ,they're gonna do it on their own THEIR WAY....my response to that is...

......good luck with that:sas1: .......I hope you survive it:sas2:
 

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imma see how many hours i can go without fapping :salute:

Minor setback yesterday.

The thirst is real out here breh







Day 1 no porn no fap.

victory.gif


Work out was decent too. Still not at beast mode tho...ill get there:obama:
 

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Minor setback yesterday.

The thirst is real out here breh







Day 1 no porn no fap.

victory.gif


Work out was decent too. Still not at beast mode tho...ill get there:obama:

Just blocked all adult sites on my ipad/iphone and laptops :whew:

Let's see how this goes :blessed:
 

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smoking :snoop:

Had stopped for a few months, fell off the wagon recently. Pack I got will be gone by tomorrow and then I'm doing it :birdman:

wish me luck brehs :to:
 

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I need to start taking better care of myself. Been eating out way too much :snoop:
 

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see Post #18.... It begins..... I got a whole page of jobs and places of possible employment I've checked out over the weeks, but haven't applied for anything .... :whew: ........ :ohlawd:

Get those resumes in asap plehboi:birdman: job postimgs don't stay up long :ld:
 

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Smoking.

I want to quit BAD.

I been sittin on this e-cig for two weeks and I'm still hittin cigs. I know it's all psychological because physically I like the e-cig more (taste/ feeling)

I'm hoping to make tomorrow my OFFICIAL day 1 and stop fukkin around

i quit on last friday after smoking on and off for 7 years... and honestly it hasnt been as bad as people make it seem... you have to quit on a weekend where you can just sit home and watch movies... but you get used to it... ill also be using e cigs.. but im just gonna do the cold turkey thing and quit everything instead of ween myself off just so i can prove something to myself...

whats the best look for ecigs tho?

obviously id be looking for something the same size/taste/feel as a normal smoke.
 

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I'm always down for working out harder/eating better. I have less than a full month until my vacay, so I better make it good.
 

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i quit on last friday after smoking on and off for 7 years... and honestly it hasnt been as bad as people make it seem... you have to quit on a weekend where you can just sit home and watch movies... but you get used to it... ill also be using e cigs.. but im just gonna do the cold turkey thing and quit everything instead of ween myself off just so i can prove something to myself...

whats the best look for ecigs tho?

obviously id be looking for something the same size/taste/feel as a normal smoke.

This is the joint I have

Takes about an hour to charge. Came with charger and cute little zip case



Like I said to me it hits (taste/feeling) just as good. Only diffrence is not tasting smoke but I can barely notice that unless I'm really trying.

I have the 18mg menthol (Newport) flavor nicotine fluid in it. I want to get some different flavors like strawberry or peach ($5 lasts like a week or so) but the dude at the store told me don't mix in flavors until I'm officially smoking it without still being on regular cigarettes. Otherwise I'm setting myself up for failure so i haven't mixed in a flavor yet.

I also realized hitting this AND cigarettes at the same time through out the day gives me a slight headache. I asked the clerk about that too he said I'm probably getting too much nicotine in my system. So now on days I know I won't be fully committed to it I just hold off on the e-cig.

I'm probably gonna pick up the menthol zero mg nicotine fluid he told me to try ,see how that hits
 

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This is the joint I have

Takes about an hour to charge. Came with charger and cute little zip case



Like I said to me it hits (taste/feeling) just as good. Only diffrence is not tasting smoke but I can barely notice that unless I'm really trying.

I have the 18mg menthol (Newport) flavor nicotine fluid in it. I want to get some different flavors like strawberry or peach ($5 lasts like a week or so) but the dude at the store told me don't mix in flavors until I'm officially smoking it without still being on regular cigarettes. Otherwise I'm setting myself up for failure so i haven't mixed in a flavor yet.

I also realized hitting this AND cigarettes at the same time through out the day gives me a slight headache. I asked the clerk about that too he said I'm probably getting too much nicotine in my system. So now on days I know I won't be fully committed to it I just hold off on the e-cig.

I'm probably gonna pick up the menthol zero mg nicotine fluid he told me to try ,see how that hits

looks cool but im trying to find one thats smaller in size maybe closer to an actual cig.. dunno if those exist.
 
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