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Would you kill yourself?

I'm 41, no kids, low paying job, for profit school education..

Would you kill yourself?

I'm on academic deferment so I have to pay out of pocket.

So Seriously would you just kill yourself?

I see lot of brehs have problems, I have the worst, I'm just no happy and I'm greying up fast due to unhappiness.

So why bother

I need hope, something to look forward too, even at my age, I think I need a mentor or a plan. I'm in a tough bind, depressed like hell.

You are blessed and less major medical issues, can hustle and grind to success with nothing to hold you back but your own initiative.
 

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Would you kill yourself?

I'm 41, no kids, low paying job, for profit school education..

Would you kill yourself?

I'm on academic deferment so I have to pay out of pocket.

So Seriously would you just kill yourself?

I see lot of brehs have problems, I have the worst, I'm just no happy and I'm greying up fast due to unhappiness.

So why bother

I need hope, something to look forward too, even at my age, I think I need a mentor or a plan. I'm in a tough bind, depressed like hell.
Don't kill yourself.
Find something positive within your situation and focus on that.

I've been there.
Hell I'm there RIGHT NOW but I hang on because I didn't make it this far just to drop out of life.

Everybody wasn't gonna be rich man.
Everybody wasn't even gonna be comfortable.

We just gotta do our best and find peace within that.
 

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shout out to the encouraging brehs who was dropping gems in this jawn and kicking knowledge to the downtrodden homie.:salute:


OP, besides the old part(which really ain't all that old in the grand scheme of things)....everything else you still can address and fix my g. Just apply yourself and pick a path.:ufdup:
 

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Would you kill yourself?

I'm 41, no kids, low paying job, for profit school education..

Would you kill yourself?

I'm on academic deferment so I have to pay out of pocket.

So Seriously would you just kill yourself?

I see lot of brehs have problems, I have the worst, I'm just no happy and I'm greying up fast due to unhappiness.

So why bother

I need hope, something to look forward too, even at my age, I think I need a mentor or a plan. I'm in a tough bind, depressed like hell.
Send me a PM. Islaam is what you need. Eternal Paradise in the afterlife is waiting for those who die upon this perfect religion of Islaam... plus bliss, joy, happiness, good in this life.
 

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my nikka you better go out n hustle. Great thing about the hustle is that no matter how old, broke or stuck in the mud you are it's always going, and always has a spot
 

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No bytches? Did you at least have bytches in your prime? If not commit that.


Or use it as motivation to turn it up.
 

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I saw something on here similarly about a year ago and it had a great suggestion. I'll paraphrase:

If you are thinking of killing yourself, you might as well just run yourself into the ground hustling toward a "goal"..if it's your body, just run yourself into the ground at the gym for hours and hours...run until you can only walk and then walk until you can only crawl... "kill yourself" to get the best body and you'll see results

Likewise with money, apply for a second/third job...flip burgers, work a night gig...get rid of all distractions and just work yourself to either death or some extra money.

It beats just "giving up" :yeshrug:

Some of the best advice I've ever seen or heard.

:wow:

Thread starter needs to kill himself being the best man he can be.


Here's a plan, enroll in community college and take the prereqs to go to pharmacy school and ace that shyt. The prereqs only take about two years to complete from what I heard and you don't need a degree to get accepted. Just study your ass off. I lnow a single mom that went this route in her mid 30s and is making 150K now as a pharmacist.


Work out, work out, work out. Get a perfect body.

I don't know if that plan will help you but it can't hurt.

Kill yourself homey. You need to kill yourself to get to the top of the world

Bro, it sounds to me like American society is fukking you up. What I would advice you to do is to ground yourself. Stop competing and comparing yourself with others. At your age and in your situation you're not set up for big dreams, realize that you will never be a millionaire, you will never have the baddest girls, and it's ok, that type of life style is not for everyone, that doesn't mean that you can't enjoy your life. Get you a decent job and try to live healthier and in a smarter way

Damn, just when I get tired of Coli nikkaz, y'all come through with sage wisdom up in this peace.:salute:
 
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