Sometimes I Really Do Feel I'm Hiding Who I Really Am

[Lady.Libra.]

and it sucks


Wish I could just do and be me without pleasing others. It's like I'm stuck in a fukking prison.

Your life and existence is yours...alone. bytches will ALWAYS have something to say no matter how you slice it or dice it. Do what makes you happy, edify yourself and give your best to the ones you cherish & love. Be humane to others.
You are going to die one of these days...and someone may be pleased about that and/or won't even care. Think about that.

Go live life, man.

 

[SirReginald]

Your life and existence is yours...alone. bytches will ALWAYS have something to say no matter how you slice it or dice it. Do what makes you happy, edify yourself and give your best to the ones you cherish & love. Be humane to others.
You are going to die one of these days...and someone may be pleased about that and/or won't even care. Think about that.

Go live life, man.

Thank you for your kind words from the bottom of my heart. I'm actually going to consider this.

 

[mortuus est]

this is why i laugh when people claim they so smart and do well in books, no disrespec op but sometimes you do go on like you're better than other people

but hey

alot of gems in this thread.

 

[Orange cream shake]

Get a full time permanent job, move in a one bedroom apartment and then you can be yourself. You can’t complain when you living in somebody else’s house.

 

[killacal]

Thank you for your kind words from the bottom of my heart. I'm actually going to consider this.

I remember you were confused about ur sexuality when you first started posting just come out the closet its 2017 breh

 

[SirReginald]

I remember you were confused about ur sexuality when you first started posting just come out the closet its 2017 breh

I like p*ssy breh. All I said when I first started posting was that I thought I was bi-curious or had bisexual tendencies Trying to better my life which is what the thread is about. One day I'd like to have a girlfriend/ become a father.

 

[Stir Fry]

I can see in your posts that you're maturing. Like people have mentioned already, the early twenties are the toughest times of most people's lives. It we really begin to realize that's it's all on ourselves from this point forward.

Are you mechanically inclined at all? Like good with your hands and troubleshooting shyt with your mind?

 

[killacal]

I like p*ssy breh. All I said when I first started posting was that I thought I was bi-curious or had bisexual tendencies Trying to better my life which is what the thread is about. One day I'd like to have a girlfriend/ become a father.

And what tendencies are those?

You are a Virgin and should be blinded by p*ssy not the thought of a family

Find a psychiatrist on some real shyt breh

 

[SeveroDrgnfli]

Even though I'm definitely wasting my time I will answer you because my instincts are telling me you're not trolling(just this instance). Continue to look for more jobs, but celebrate everything you do, celebrate what you are. You stop procrastinating about something... well, congrats you got that shyt done. You don't even think about how long it took because you got it done.

Furthermore maybe you're not expressing yourself because you fear backlash, of so, then learn how to make comebacks. Sit down make a list of 10 comebacks and memorize them.

And if that doesn't help then

Yet I already know I'm wasting my time.

Naw son, this post impacted me heavy.

I'm big on spirituality, meditation, and mastering one's self. Your advice was simple but profound. Shout out to Yogi Bhajan, that quote resolved an ongoing discussion I've been having with my higher self.

 

[Music Fiend]

you shouldn't be on this forum. you've got to find somewhere else to spend your time. read books and not forums...

This is the answer 90% of the time

 

[GzUp]

If u can’t keep a job then something is wrong upstairs(u had a job moving boxes)I’m assuming u went to work everyday and wasn’t late.

U need to see a therapist, not just for a week either, I mean years.