Told her if she ever came near me again i was gonna kill her.

I said the same thing..
when I was living in Florida. I left my girl in MI while I set up the house, got set at my job for a couple weeks, etc.
I had my boys come visit me before she got down there so i could have one last hurrah - I was young, liked p*ssy and was fiending for some...
I fukked like 4 chicks... at that point in my life it was my best couple weeks ever.
I messed up because I really liked one girl... She was country as fukk with a fat ass. MAdd different than what I was used to (slim, uppity , educated) . I semi-wifed this hoe. Even when my girl came down.. I had shorty on the side. Trickin off money, spending time with her. We were getting real close.
Until, my girl saw a text from me to the chick that said

"
I know we should use condoms, cuz I love busting in you too much... we gonna get caught up w a baby, yo p*ssy like water to a fish i need that shyt"
There were some back n fourth text , but thats the one That had me getting woken up in my sleep with a crazy crying bytch with a knife.. She swiped at my stomach and missed... but then snabbed downward and got my leg.
I had just started Martial arts at the time (plus i was a combat troop in the military for years right before this) so I got the knife from her..
I backed up and sat on the bed cuz I thought it was all over but nope.... She ran to the kitchen to get another knife.. I ran and stopped her.. she grabbed a bowl and hit me with it like "you cheating muthafaka I'm going to kill you"
I held her down until she calmed down, .. She had her parents move her back to MI the next week. but all week.. I told her "i'm going to go to sleep and if at any point you try to hurt me. I will kill you, str8 up... I will kill you and not even feel bad- you shouldn't be going thru peoples phones anyway!"