fukk all that on multiple levels.
"Do you know how it feels to put hours into something with a slim chance of it working"
This shows how much of a fake you are, besides those buzzwords like "real creator" and all the other egotistical bullshyt that comes with starting a thread basically to moan about how hard your life is because you're an artist.
By saying "chance of working" it shows that you view art as a career, a way to make money.
Which is not what art's about at all so I'm not going to be taking your views on artistry very seriously after that point.
Whether it "works" or not should have absolutely no effect on whether or not you're going to make the art. Artists make art regardless. So it's a false rhetorical question you raise when you say "do you know how it feels to spend your energy making something with a 1/10,000 chance of working" yeah it should feel fukking amazing because a lot of people aren't free to pursue the type of life that you do. In fact the creative process is why you do it, because it acts as a way to channel negative energy you feel from social stigmatization and convert it back into positive vibrations that you can reintroduce into the community to speak for you because you're too socially awkward to participate on a 9-5 level.
As for the "shyt's so lonely" yeah that goes into the whole - why you make art point.
Are you sure you're even an artist, and not just some lonely guy with some social anxiety issues that you could potentially work out with a therapist? Who uses 'being an artist' as a cope out for not dealing with the actual challenge of bettering yourself on a mental level because change is scary and how you live right now is comfortable?
The self-aggrandizing "When u have talent, random motherfukkers want to be friend you."
Even said the cliche as fukk "It's a gift and a curse"
damn Pac I hope the tearz ur shedding are gonna make a rose grow out of the concrete, because the way you talk about yourself makes it sound like you're the voice of a goddamn generation when all I've ever see you do is make threads on the coli about how great an artist you are. If you're that amazingly talented, then you don't have to say shyt - just let the work speak for itself. Instead you have to tell us how talented and creative and fukking lonely and shyt you are. Yeah breh you're a goddamn Alien, nobody understands you. shyt somebody take Trevor to Hot Topic and get him some candles he can burn while cutting himself.