Haven't played with myself in over 20 days and honestly, i don't miss it at all. 
in facts, its made me notice a lot of things over the span of 20 years that I would ignore by using it as a form of escapism.
But as far as my energy and life is going, obvious I feel no difference at all. Been fatigued and falling asleep a bit more. Its just that I realize that I set aside a lot of time for that activity but ive been doing it since I was 8. Ive given myself breaks through that 31 year time span especially in my teens. I would say that 2005 to 2026 was my longest regularly run. Now Im like I need a break because that shyt is tiring. It doesnt have that same thrill anymore. to be honest. Then again, Im about to be 40.
in facts, its made me notice a lot of things over the span of 20 years that I would ignore by using it as a form of escapism. But as far as my energy and life is going, obvious I feel no difference at all. Been fatigued and falling asleep a bit more. Its just that I realize that I set aside a lot of time for that activity but ive been doing it since I was 8. Ive given myself breaks through that 31 year time span especially in my teens. I would say that 2005 to 2026 was my longest regularly run. Now Im like I need a break because that shyt is tiring. It doesnt have that same thrill anymore.
to be honest. Then again, Im about to be 40.
