Haven't played with myself in over 20 days and honestly, i don't miss it at all.
in facts, its made me notice a lot of things over the span of 20 years that I would ignore by using it as a form of escapism.
But as far as my energy and life is going, obvious I feel no difference at all. Been fatigued and falling asleep a bit more. Its just that I realize that I set aside a lot of time for that activity but ive been doing it since I was 8. Ive given myself breaks through that 31 year time span especially in my teens. I would say that 2005 to 2026 was my longest regularly run. Now Im like I need a break because that shyt is tiring. It doesnt have that same thrill anymore.
to be honest. Then again, Im about to be 40.
in facts, its made me notice a lot of things over the span of 20 years that I would ignore by using it as a form of escapism. But as far as my energy and life is going, obvious I feel no difference at all. Been fatigued and falling asleep a bit more. Its just that I realize that I set aside a lot of time for that activity but ive been doing it since I was 8. Ive given myself breaks through that 31 year time span especially in my teens. I would say that 2005 to 2026 was my longest regularly run. Now Im like I need a break because that shyt is tiring. It doesnt have that same thrill anymore.
to be honest. Then again, Im about to be 40.


NYC is looking weak. Gotham City is not glowing right now. All that energy that made stars is missing. Must be all that gentrification..