Just hit my father with that estrangement stimulus packageI wanna give my daddy a kiss on the cheek.I do miss him. Plus he would kill for me. Maybe I should be nice.


once again there is a wedge between me and my goals and what i want.
i realized after looking at my posts over the last week my job just makes me really depressed. maybe it's cause it's even more isolation that what i'm normally used to. the bad thoughts just immediately surface and i feel like shyt.
i really am gonna get the fukk out of here. really wish i was in Atlanta right now like i'm supposed to be.
in more positive news i placed top 4 in an H1Z! KOTK![]()
That game isonce again there is a wedge between me and my goals and what i want.
i realized after looking at my posts over the last week my job just makes me really depressed. maybe it's cause it's even more isolation that what i'm normally used to. the bad thoughts just immediately surface and i feel like shyt.
i really am gonna get the fukk out of here. really wish i was in Atlanta right now like i'm supposed to be.
in more positive news i placed top 4 in an H1Z! KOTK![]()

I wanna give my daddy a kiss on the cheek.I do miss him. Plus he would kill for me. Maybe I should be nice.
Just hit my father with that estrangement stimulus package![]()
What's wrong with his personality?Well I can't tolerate being around mines very long. Trying to be nice with him is challenging which is why I don't even be bothered.
I was raised by mine, mother was the one who paid child support and had visitation rights funnily enough. I don't hate or even dislike him, just don't find him to be a good role model.Well I can't tolerate being around mines very long. Trying to be nice with him is challenging which is why I don't even be bothered.
What's wrong with his personality?
He was like @Critical Distance .He's a know-it-all, can't sit down and have talks with him, picks arguments over dumb shyt. He's been in my life but as a kid he could have participated a lot more than he did and tried to listen more. When I was younger it was worse because he had this mentality of "kids should be seen not heard." My mom had to check him a few times about some the shyt he would do.
Similar issues here. One of the reasons it's taking me awhile to decide who and what I want to be. Literally anything and everything that he has or attempted to teach me goes in one ear and out the other. IDC what it is, if it's coming from him, I won't listen and might even do the opposite just because. Dumb nikka thinks he knows me more than I do. Was basically a blank state for a while and had to mold who and what I wanted to be on my own. Been making progress lately.He's a know-it-all, can't sit down and have talks with him, picks arguments over dumb shyt. He's been in my life but as a kid he could have participated a lot more than he did and tried to listen more. When I was younger it was worse because he had this mentality of "kids should be seen not heard." My mom had to check him a few times about some the shyt he would do.
Similar issues here. One of the reasons it's taking me awhile to decide who and what I want to be. Literally anything and everything that he has or attempted to teach me goes in one ear and out the other. IDC what it is, if it's coming from him, I won't listen and might even do the opposite just because. Dumb nikka thinks he knows me more than I do. Was basically a blank state for a while and had to mold who and what I wanted to be on my own. Been making progress lately.

Wow. There was a time in the bay where insulting Mac Dre would result in someone being assaulted.
