Being from the hood is so weird when you a square dude
It's like i'm caught between 2 worlds and I don't know exactly where I fit.
A lot of my cousins and friends either been in the streets or still in it. Me I chose a different route with college and shyt yet I don't fit in with suburban kids. I stayed in the crib and did kid shyt coming up. They was out hitting licks, trapping and fukking. The more I hang out with friends the more I see how I'm not like them and how different I act. I got people that love me and they talk about catching bodies if somebody try me just call them and I don't even know how to take that cause i'm def not a violent cat at all. Nor would I want anybody to die over stupid petty shyt or send childhood friends to jail over a stupid nikka. I guess they stepping up to protect me cause they know i'm different.
I'm questioning myself a lot now because I think I'm weird cause I carry myself so different. I wouldn't survive in the streets if I didn't have all this protection from friends and off my older cousin's names. Just not my lane. I'm a lot more naive than I should be for somebody that's legitimately from the area I'm from. I can't even kick it with class mates cause i'm different than a cat from the suburbs. I'm not as square as them but I'm not as round as my friends. Basically i'm donald glover in the atlanta TV to a T