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Poh SIti Dawn

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"Take your time but I just need to tell you, my heart is yours and I haven't felt like this about somebody in a long time"
Please pray for me, I don't want to break her heart:hamster:
Once you've been on your own for so long, it's hard to open up and be vulnerable and actually take the next step.
She has everything I want but my past still hunts me and I still feel unworthy of actually happiness with a woman. I've seen so many good dudes get raked over the coals, hell I've been one but I just can't keep this facade up.
I need this, even if it's for a second, I just need to know I'm capable of loving another human being.
She has brought light to the shroud of darkness around my heart.
I've only felt this once but this feels much better and different.
Tis is life:francis:
 

Poh SIti Dawn

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:salute::patrice: Short term:Increase Income,Car and starting hitting the gym... I just neex to get off my Ass an start making movees. Thanks breh
Ok, now this is the next step.

Think,

Increasing your income isn't a short term goal, it takes a bit of time. Unless you want to pick up selling drugs :mjpls: or to find another job, which may still take time. But you can ask for a raise.

Now you can start hitting the gym, and if having no gym membership is your excuse then you can go on a short run everyday and do 10 push ups and 10 sit ups each day. But if you have a gym membership, then that is great too.

What is your daily schedule like?

No worries mane.
 

Poh SIti Dawn

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Man, I had to put my dog down in July of 2014. I didn't cry or anything, but my mom did. While I was in Berlin last month, I woke up balling, in straight tears. I don't cry while I'm awake or conscious, rarely when I was younger, but I cry when I'm unconscious in my sleep. But damn, that was my dog, I miss him :to:
 

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Might as well drop this poem I did today while I'm standing at my laptop.

Until they reign over us it'll rain blood,
Until you say stop, the pain will be enough,
Fall leaves, leaves fall and slumber in the mud,
Tracking tracks, a body must've been drugged,
Kendo, open windows, drugs and a hot tub,
Mellow morning, I slide through my day like a slug does,
Out of this world but grounded like Buzz was,
New motto for the day, what does, does,
And what is, is,
Sure to give you the business,
With no loans, conversations on phones,
Or lawyers to witness,
Sitting on a pillow, like what is this?
Cavities in my mouth, I should go see a dentis,
But I'd rather see the sea,
Or do the do,
What do you, think I do,
Thinking to myself, what would Stevie do?
Shoo, be gone pest,
Overly pessimistic and this ain't a contest,
I can fess up to this, but I'm reluctant to confess,
Lest the stress,
Causing tornado-like destruction without the lawn mess,
And quick to give you the cold shoulder like minus the arm rest.
 

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I need that quick hustle money... A legit one if possible but im get a gym membership soon. I got weights at the crib.From Sun-Mon i work 4 to 1230 make it home between 130-2am sleep till about 11:30am,from 1130 to 230pm im up getting ready and im out the door omw to work at 3. Im off on tues which i basically sleep all day then back to my work routine wed-Thur then off friday.......Damn i sound old and. Like i dont have life :patrice:...... But the reason all i do is work is because my mom got hurt on the job and hasnt been released to work yet. Im the only one workin in the house,Even tho thats unfair and Stressful cus im young,i had to carry the load
Ok, now this is the next step.

Think,

Increasing your income isn't a short term goal, it takes a bit of time. Unless you want to pick up selling drugs :mjpls: or to find another job, which may still take time. But you can ask for a raise.

Now you can start hitting the gym, and if having no gym membership is your excuse then you can go on a short run everyday and do 10 push ups and 10 sit ups each day. But if you have a gym membership, then that is great too.

What is your daily schedule like?

No worries mane.
 
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