I think I'm actually getting to the point where I am confident with myself enough to not care about what other people think about me. I've had a few people on here insult me and normally, I will fire right back trying to get the last word or say something very hurtful to get under their skin or even drop a threat but I'm like...

they can say whatever they want. They are entitled to their opinion so whatever.

I think im getting to that stage of self acceptance and maybe self love. All this loneliness might actually be leading to something that I never thought was possible-maturity and growth. Still a work in progress though. Hope I can move out soon. Might have to do a roommate situation with my older brother on some wayans brothers shyt due to the price of rent around here. A lot better than still living at home with my parents. It's about that time. Crossing my fingers to hear from some landlords soon. A few spots not too far from my parents and etc. As long as it's not in the hood. They're getting old and my dad is elderly now so..