I've been there. Depression is my mental health issue. If you ever wanna talk to somebody who doesn't know you please pm me. Are your thoughts turning that dark, or are you just saying that?
im not gonnna get through it tho. its been like this for years. its just been getting worse and worse and now im home bound with 54% attendance at school. nothing will get better because i will never be able to leave the life i live, as long as im stuck here, the worse it will get. dying is the only thing that can get me out of here
been bedridden for 3 days again. i got my tonsils out cus i used to get tonsilitis like every month. so now my tonsils are gone i aint got no first line of defense for viral illnesses. so i dont get tonsilitis but i still get throat infections that feel just like tonsilitis
i got a big night out planned tomorrow and i cant even swallow or talk 
then i wouldnt be a letdown for my family