How are you brehs doing lately?
I've been visiting positivity and happiness pretty much 24/7 for this month. At first, I thought this was a high and tested out things that would throw me back to the comfort of my cold dark place. I found that the door to that place has been locked and my things have been unpacked in this bright room.
Since then, I've improved my learning skills, I can read and retain information like I used to as well as salvaged my inner personalities externally. That is to say, I feel complete again. Haven't felt like this since before my granny died when I was a kid.
I know why this occurred so I'll hold onto my reasoning of I got this way.
But in all I looked at myself in the mirror, looked to the past and future and accepted myself. I've splintered myself across time and allowed them to float, casually calling parts of me when I needed them. But that is me.
I hope for the best that we all may find some inner peace and the part that completes the self.
While I not done the work that I'm doing it's a big stride in this road I walk along.
Keep it going.