As I was writing the story I was like goddamn what a simp I was. I was a real wasteman.
Anway not going to write the whole story because It just makes me mad

But she left my because I wasn't going anywhere BUT now her new man is a drug and alcohol addict. My dumbass wanted to save this hoe but she didn't want to be saved. We broke up in 2021 but kept seeing each other until summer 2023. The whole time she was together with her new guy.
Fast forward to this summer. She kept saying I want to come back, you are my future I want kids with you for MONTHS but she never left him for me so when summer came...
As she had just swallowed my seed I said I couldn't do this anymore it's been month that you have told me you would leave him for me and you still haven't. Here you are laying in my bed sucking my dikk and this is has been going on for 1.5 years.
She was like okay I'll break it of next week and I'll come back to you. I didn't believe a word of it because she had told me this so many times. Next week comes and my boy sends me a picture of her and her man on vacation with the caption "did you know?"
I was fukking livid, send her a simp text like: I thought you was going to leave him but you're all boo'd up on vacation. She send me a text like can't talk now but we will when I get back.
Didn't hear from her when she gets back and her best friend calls me and is like Peppe you sitting down? I'm like yeah whats's up? And she tells me that it's time to let go, she's waisting your time and you are worth more than that. I'm like I know but now that I have my shyt together, lost weight, got a good job I can finally give her what I couldn't back then, I can make her happy.
Her friend says, she doesn't want to be saved by you because he proposed and she said yes.
I fell into a black hole when I heard that, couldn't focus on the gym/work that whole week. Was a fukking shell of a men. I call her up at her job and ask her why she didn't break up (she didn't know her best friend told me about the engagement). I tell her it's okay you made your decision and I'm out.
She hits me with the what are you talking about I haven't decided on anything, I haven't chosen for him at all. In my mind I was FUMING, BYTCH YOU ARE ENGAGED.
At the end I hit her with the congrats on your engagement but it stop here for me. She just said something in the lines of: you know nothing John snow.
And that was it. I simped for 1.5 years got my shyt together almost at the weight I was when I was prime Peppe. Good paying job but the addicted without a car was still the better option. Once I made that click it was over and now when I look back I just get mad for being such a DUMBASS.