being conflicted about smiling when you're being stared at super hard at by a lady that isn't that attractive looking to you. Yesterday runnin errands I was focused on trying to find what I'm looking for. then I look up and its like..
lady hitting me with the cyclops beam

When I looked back

she kept staring for a second then like..shook herself out of it lol.. I walk with my feet on the ground so I don't understand being looked at in amazement im just a human yfeel me?
One thing you gotta be careful about doing is asking for help from a cougar employee at a store with finding something. They do the most.. like "sure i know where it is baby

" *walks in front of you and pulls up pants tighter* "ok now wheres my key" *smacks own butt acting like keys are in back pocket*.
Some thottish white girls were outside the corner store talking one time thot1:"girl i need some dikk" thot2:"girl i need
That dikk" then points at me. i kept walkin like

she then followed me through the isles of the store. the young arab guy behind the counter like "dang they're after you bro."