Thanks to everyone who wished me an early birthday. Shout outs to all Virgos, especially those born on September 21st. I suppose it's time I go a bit deeper into my 24.
I currently work a job I'm not too happy with but is one of the highest payest jobs in my area, I'm in school might be in a failing relationship, still trying to boost my skillset so that I can end up making bands in the future. I'm always comparing my progress to others. Just yesterday this dude I knew copped his second BMW. We're the same age. Other folks live life lavishly and adventurously. Others travel a lot. Me, I live a very typical life. However, I appreciate it. I appreciate how dull my life is a lot of the time because I don't have to sweat much. Its easy to go with the flow.
But what I want is change. I want to become a better person. The guy who lifts. The guy who makes lots of money. The guy his family and friends can depend on. The guy who inspires others. I want to be an inspiration to others who think these thoughts.
At times, it feels like I'm making strides to get to that "place." And at times, it feels like I am stagnant. And at other times, it feels like I need to find the exit into the nearest alternate universe so I can see how things will be when I do make it.