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tramatic events in your childhood that effected you for life
- Thread starter Ronnie Lott
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Im genuinely sorry you had to experience such horrors as a child. Im glad you're still with us, and healthy.
you motherfukker
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Sold the deacon at my mom church some dope and he acted like he didn't know who I was. Told my mom he was a crackhead and she didn't believe me. That shyt changed my whole perception of God/church for a while..
Don't know if this counts cause I was 17, anyway I was in a car accident that killed my sister, cousin and 9 year old niece. I don't know exactly what happened because I was asleep but waking up, and being told your fam is dead will fukk you up good. The worst thing about it was being there in the hospital when they told my Mom, she let out this scream that haunts me to this day.
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I once almost drowned at the typhoon lagoon wave pool, and so did my brother almost, he'll deny it though, it was in 2010 I believe, I sometimes remember it though. Still kinda scares me man.
since i didn't really elaborate on what happened to me. i'll say it.
when i was a child, i was bullied but thing that traumatized me was at the age i experienced it, how it was done and by who it was done by. i was kicked out of pre-k because i had a little problem with the speech and i didn't know how to interact with my peers without hitting them. so when the daycare people saw that, they told my mom that i couldn't come back unless i started talking at the time, i wasn't. i didn't have a chance to interact with my peers like that. the only people i interacted with was my parents and my brother. i was extra clingy to my mom as well.
so by the time, i started kindergarten which was back in 1990-1991, i was known as "special" kid where i would take the short bus to and from special ed which was down the road from my school. my peers as well as some of the adults at the school i was at knew and saw this so they took advantage of that. they thought that i was retarded so they pretty much bullied and abused the shyt out of me.
i mentioned sometime back about how i had this mean bytch as a teacher that would hit me in front of the whole class asking the math problems i got wrong. i didn't know my math because i wasn't in class when the lesson was being taught. the same kids that witnessed what she did would also do the same shyt to me and a whole lot worse. now that look back at it, these kids were literally doing aggrevated assault to me. one kid even fukking snatched my bookbag away from me while his mom was waiting for him in her new car and they drove off laughing at me. that fukker robbed me of my shyt. the next day, i find my bookbag with damn near nothing in it but papers. i was upset because i knew that my math homework wasn't there and i was afraid what that mean bytch might have done to me if she found out i didn't do my homework. the thing that really irked me about all of that and the other experiences was that nobody got punished for that shyt. my brother would fight some of the people when he found out what they did here and there BUT as we got older, he would actually participate in that shyt because he wanted to be accepted by his peers. whenever one of the kids did something fukked up, they got away with it and the adults could have gave a fukk less. some of the adults even participated in it as well so i had nobody to turn to. my parents didn't know about it and if they did, i don't think they did anything about it because they never knew the severity of it. so i was pretty much by myself on that shyt.
so my first interactions with people outside my household were fukked up. then to make it worse, in my neighborhood, i experienced similar experiences with other kids. i had one neighbor who was a girl that bullied me as well around the same time. at this point, my mom found out what happened to me at kindergarten and she took me to the broke ass catholic school that i would eventually graduate from. that bytch on my broke as a fukking c*nt and i don't care if she was 6, she was still a fukking c*nt for the things she did to me. it wouldn't surprise me if that bytch turned out to be a sociopath because even at that age, it's NOT normal to do something like that to somebody simply because "you don't like them". i had to deal with her, another person who was an a$$hole to me for no reason and even had her fukking boyfriend at the time pull a knife out on me simply because i was joking around with them with my toy ragdoll and etc. so after more bad experiences with people, my own issues and etc growing up as a kid and evolving into a teenager, i really was on that "fukk the world" shyt. i was bitter and angry. i felt that no matter what i did that there was always going to be someone that was going to have a fukking problem with me. plus at the time, my childhood friends either disappeared or fukking showed their true colors or turned their backs on me. fukk them by the way. plus at school, i had NO friends since everybody was haitian and the haitians fukking kept to themselves. i had grown depressed at the time and felt that i could relate to the whole "gangster" movement at the time since it suited my interests at the time. i could use the whole "gangster" shyt to hide being a closeted homosexual since i was very effeminate at the time, i could vent my anger out from the rejection and shyt i dealt with from people, i could also use it as a means to protect myself so people wouldn't mess with me like how i was messed with as a kid and i could also gain friends so it was cool to be a thug at the time. that right there is another story for another time. i've typed up enough.
when i was a child, i was bullied but thing that traumatized me was at the age i experienced it, how it was done and by who it was done by. i was kicked out of pre-k because i had a little problem with the speech and i didn't know how to interact with my peers without hitting them. so when the daycare people saw that, they told my mom that i couldn't come back unless i started talking at the time, i wasn't. i didn't have a chance to interact with my peers like that. the only people i interacted with was my parents and my brother. i was extra clingy to my mom as well.
so by the time, i started kindergarten which was back in 1990-1991, i was known as "special" kid where i would take the short bus to and from special ed which was down the road from my school. my peers as well as some of the adults at the school i was at knew and saw this so they took advantage of that. they thought that i was retarded so they pretty much bullied and abused the shyt out of me.
i mentioned sometime back about how i had this mean bytch as a teacher that would hit me in front of the whole class asking the math problems i got wrong. i didn't know my math because i wasn't in class when the lesson was being taught. the same kids that witnessed what she did would also do the same shyt to me and a whole lot worse. now that look back at it, these kids were literally doing aggrevated assault to me. one kid even fukking snatched my bookbag away from me while his mom was waiting for him in her new car and they drove off laughing at me. that fukker robbed me of my shyt. the next day, i find my bookbag with damn near nothing in it but papers. i was upset because i knew that my math homework wasn't there and i was afraid what that mean bytch might have done to me if she found out i didn't do my homework. the thing that really irked me about all of that and the other experiences was that nobody got punished for that shyt. my brother would fight some of the people when he found out what they did here and there BUT as we got older, he would actually participate in that shyt because he wanted to be accepted by his peers. whenever one of the kids did something fukked up, they got away with it and the adults could have gave a fukk less. some of the adults even participated in it as well so i had nobody to turn to. my parents didn't know about it and if they did, i don't think they did anything about it because they never knew the severity of it. so i was pretty much by myself on that shyt. so my first interactions with people outside my household were fukked up. then to make it worse, in my neighborhood, i experienced similar experiences with other kids. i had one neighbor who was a girl that bullied me as well around the same time. at this point, my mom found out what happened to me at kindergarten and she took me to the broke ass catholic school that i would eventually graduate from. that bytch on my broke as a fukking c*nt and i don't care if she was 6, she was still a fukking c*nt for the things she did to me. it wouldn't surprise me if that bytch turned out to be a sociopath because even at that age, it's NOT normal to do something like that to somebody simply because "you don't like them". i had to deal with her, another person who was an a$$hole to me for no reason and even had her fukking boyfriend at the time pull a knife out on me simply because i was joking around with them with my toy ragdoll and etc. so after more bad experiences with people, my own issues and etc growing up as a kid and evolving into a teenager, i really was on that "fukk the world" shyt. i was bitter and angry. i felt that no matter what i did that there was always going to be someone that was going to have a fukking problem with me. plus at the time, my childhood friends either disappeared or fukking showed their true colors or turned their backs on me. fukk them by the way. plus at school, i had NO friends since everybody was haitian and the haitians fukking kept to themselves. i had grown depressed at the time and felt that i could relate to the whole "gangster" movement at the time since it suited my interests at the time. i could use the whole "gangster" shyt to hide being a closeted homosexual since i was very effeminate at the time, i could vent my anger out from the rejection and shyt i dealt with from people, i could also use it as a means to protect myself so people wouldn't mess with me like how i was messed with as a kid and i could also gain friends so it was cool to be a thug at the time. that right there is another story for another time. i've typed up enough.
sorry to hear that, man.
"It is believed that the true number of female pedophiles is underrepresented by available estimates, and that reasons for this may include a "societal tendency to dismiss the negative impact of sexual relationships between young boys and adult women, as well as womens greater access to very young children who cannot report their abuse", among other explanations."
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