tramatic events in your childhood that effected you for life

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Getting them paws put to me in a one on one fight once. If you ever lose a fair one that sh1t fukks with your confidence... I was like :wtf: just happened after the sh1t got broke up.
 

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been looking for this thread
 

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Man, growing up in the '80s and '90s was crazy because of crack.

I've been in rooms full of 10, 12 dudes smoking crack in a basement. . . . on Christmas Eve brehs :to:

I was like 9 years old at the time.

I watched my parents fighting like Hearns and Hagler and had to break it up, then try to go to sleep to go to school a few hours later.

I done seen nikkaz at school fukking in the classroom, with the teacher present. . . in the 3rd grade.

I saw high-school gangbangers whoop my homeboy's ass when we were in the 4th grade and they asked us what set we claimed and we were like little nerdy kids at the time and we didn't know what they were talking about so they jumped us.

I started running, but my homie got stomped out at 10 years old, mang

To this day, I feel guilty about leaving my homie there to get his ass whooped, while I ran away :snoop:. We should have just taken the ass whoopin' together.

After I realized that he wasn't with me, I ran back, the dudes had ran and I had to practically carry him to house where an old woman called the police and ambulance.

That's all I can think of right now.
 

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i was beaten a lot as a child, and mistreated. Called a lot of names by people who should have known better and cared for me, in addition I was also abandoned.

Its turned me into a very passive person...almost bytch like at times. I am very sensitive to peoples feelings, and how others are treated because I know all to well how damaging eternal pain is. I am grateful for that, because a lot of people who experience the kind of upbringing I went through become sociopaths and develop maladaptive behaviors.

Its made relations with the opposite sex very difficult, because I dont have a tremendous amount of confidence that a woman will stick with me, and love me. The things said and done to me creep in my head often, and as a result I sometimes believe them.

:wtf: You feel that you're too nice sometimes?
 

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I thought I posted here but I guess it was in another thread.

I was a teenager but my boyfriend at the time had an older brother that tried to rape me and only stopped because I was panicking and kicked him in the nuts. Relationship was done shortly after, never told him about it either.
 

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when i was 7 i watched my brother leave to go to circumcision school, he came back the same day covered in a blanket..he died from the shock of a sharp knife going through his dikc.. fast forward wen i turned 18 and it was my turn to get circumcised, i was scared as shyt but the only thing to carry me through it was that i was doing it for my older brother. i did it, me and my dad had never been cool since my brother died, it was like i couldnt live up to my his expectations, my bro was the golden boy.

After i got back from the school my dad cried and hugged me, he was so proud of me, we have been cool ever since.

:pachaha: This can't be serious
 

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My father took his life when i was 13
Mom molested me
Stomped and hit to the head about many times by a dude twice my age at 14. Helped and hurt my confidence
 
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