saw my dad rip my stepmom's foot off when i was 8. forgot about it until i was about 16 but once i remembered things got a little crazy to say the least. i guess it was so messed up that i just repressed it until i was older.
tramatic events in your childhood that effected you for life
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Many moons ago, Atlanta was a shytty place.
When I was 4 my yuppie parents moved us from a house my grandfather owned in Tuxedo Park to a bungalow in Candler Park where we lived for about a year.
During that time I occasionally saw dead bodies due to crime spilling in from surrounding neighborhoods.
I also witnessed a murder while visiting Techwood Homes with my grandmother, which prompted us to move to the Upper East Side of Manhattan.
When I was 4 my yuppie parents moved us from a house my grandfather owned in Tuxedo Park to a bungalow in Candler Park where we lived for about a year.
During that time I occasionally saw dead bodies due to crime spilling in from surrounding neighborhoods.
I also witnessed a murder while visiting Techwood Homes with my grandmother, which prompted us to move to the Upper East Side of Manhattan.
Born2BKing
Veteran
totally true. what's crazy is that this isn't the most jacked up thing i've seen.
so yeah...uh...i try to be a nice guy when im not on the internet. and laugh a lot.
My sister was born four months premature and had some mental issues because of it. Nothing like she needed special ed cause she was normal for the most part until she was sixteen and went batshyt crazy a week before my birthday , tearing up the house in a fight with my mom. Having a sister/daughter is one thing when dealing with their emotions during adolescent years. However, when they got a chemical imbalance , times that by ten. I was at the age I was trying to figure out girls while having a sister who was in and out of mental institutions. She's fine now, but it fukked me up on how to relate with women for a while.
Surprisingly , I was able to handle seeing my dad pass away in the hospital with my leeching relatives plotting in the hallway seeing how they were going to come up with it better. Luckily, my mom wasn't putting up with that shyt
Surprisingly , I was able to handle seeing my dad pass away in the hospital with my leeching relatives plotting in the hallway seeing how they were going to come up with it better. Luckily, my mom wasn't putting up with that shyt
I saw a few family members with drug and alcohol problems which fukked me up cause I was ashamed of my family and of myself as a result but it kept me drug free. I don't even drink coffee.
I got $20 taken by some gang members in a McDonalds when I was about 13. It fukked me up cause they were mad friendly to us for like 15 minutes then asked to borrow some money and showed us that they had a gun and snatched the $20 when I pulled it out. It made me feel like shyt and I only trust a few people to this day as a result. Like anytime I meet a dude I'm think I try to analyze him to see if he's for real or not. It makes social settings mad uncomfortable for me. On a positive note I can see potential trouble a mile away and have handled similar situations smoothly since then. I wish I could start trusting people and relaxing in social settings more though.
There's plenty more but that's the first that come to mind.
I got $20 taken by some gang members in a McDonalds when I was about 13. It fukked me up cause they were mad friendly to us for like 15 minutes then asked to borrow some money and showed us that they had a gun and snatched the $20 when I pulled it out. It made me feel like shyt and I only trust a few people to this day as a result. Like anytime I meet a dude I'm think I try to analyze him to see if he's for real or not. It makes social settings mad uncomfortable for me. On a positive note I can see potential trouble a mile away and have handled similar situations smoothly since then. I wish I could start trusting people and relaxing in social settings more though.
There's plenty more but that's the first that come to mind.
that's fukked up but you got to learn to trust women again breh
she's only one girl and there are a million good girls out there that would be a great match for you and will be good to you and for you.
RicanFury
Come Home With Me
we used to visit my grandma's sister all the time when i was like 7-8 years old. maybe a lil younger. anyway we over there one weekend and im playing nintendo and she turns it off pops in some low budget looking film in spanish. all of a sudden one dude gets knocked on the top of his head by some other nikka and his head started growing like a plant. it swolled straight up in the air as the guy was screaming in agony. it looked like the guy was becoming a conehead but worse.
brehs wtf was that?
im in my mid 20's and i still remember this vividly. the image is ingrained in my memory, sometimes i have nightmares about it and fall into these deep mental states when i think about it trying to make sense of it.
if anyone knows what im talking about link me b/c i never saw it again and they claim to have no knowledge o what im talking about.
ThatKidBlackHippy
thekid
off the top of my head, might add more later
1. When going to school in China (elementary), was picked on for being half black, half breed etc. Bunch of kids in my class grabbed me after PE/gym class and threw me in the deep end of the pool - said they were "washing the black off me"
2. When I was 5, I went over a class mates house. My class mate disappeared and her elder sister (who was I guess 11-12) showed up, and proceeded to basically strip for me. I was a kid so I was like
... she got nekkid, and I remember up to this part vividly ... but the rest of the memory is somehow repressed. Most people I know say she probably molested me. 
3. Saw a homie shoot someone while I sat in the back seat of a cramped car. Basically a drive by but I didn't know it was going to go down, or that he was capable of it.
4. Pops beating the shyt outta me one time when I was around 8 years old for no reason, still got etches of the welts from the belt whippin' on my back
1. When going to school in China (elementary), was picked on for being half black, half breed etc. Bunch of kids in my class grabbed me after PE/gym class and threw me in the deep end of the pool - said they were "washing the black off me"
2. When I was 5, I went over a class mates house. My class mate disappeared and her elder sister (who was I guess 11-12) showed up, and proceeded to basically strip for me. I was a kid so I was like
... she got nekkid, and I remember up to this part vividly ... but the rest of the memory is somehow repressed. Most people I know say she probably molested me. 3. Saw a homie shoot someone while I sat in the back seat of a cramped car. Basically a drive by but I didn't know it was going to go down, or that he was capable of it.
4. Pops beating the shyt outta me one time when I was around 8 years old for no reason, still got etches of the welts from the belt whippin' on my back
HNIC973
R.I.P Bandana P
when I drowned 
was the most pain I ever felt bless my homie and his moms boyfriend 4 saving a nikka 
was the most pain I ever felt bless my homie and his moms boyfriend 4 saving a nikka 
When I was a kid in the Bronx all my friends used to hang out at this videogame/pool hall called the cue lounge. We was like 9 and there was this kid who was like 17 rocking an 8-ball jacket. Some goons there saw him and started pressing him for his jacket. They waited for him to leave the spot and beat that nikka skull to the white meat for his coat. We was all there watching as these savage nikkas stomped him out and took his coat, sneakers and pants. shyt looked like one of national geographic shows where the hyenas be fighting each other for a piece of antelope meat. When they was done he was a bloody heap on the concrete in his underwear. I won't lie that shyt scared me because of the savagery of the beating. Also because not one person waking by offered to help. No one. People just kept walking like nothing happened. That shyt taught me that if you in a jam in public no one is gonna save you. I also became very conscious of the things I wore after that because I never wanted to end up like that dude was.
WhiteDawg3000
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