tramatic events in your childhood that effected you for life

[ThatKidBlackHippy]

When I was 5, I went over a friend's house and her elder sister was there. She proceeded to strip butt nekkid for me for no reason. I literally cannot remember what happened afterwards but I must have stayed in the house for a while because the stripping happened like 10mins after I got to the house. It was just me, my friend (a girl my age) and her elder sister. I may have been raped brehs.

 

[Tommy Fits]

When I was 11 my dad was changing the brakes on his work van and something wasn't coming off so he leaned into the wheel well to see what was going on and the jack gave out and the van crushed. He ended up paralyzed from the waist down. Its a fukked up thing seeing your old man getting crushed to death basically and seeing him in the hospital in a coma. Basically after that life just got progressivly worse. My old man lost his business because he couldn't work, parents marriage fell apart, and I got to watch my dad become a junkie because of pain pills. My own personal life became a mess because I was a loner and pretty much couldn't relate to anyone my own age. A lot to it but that's a the jist of it.

 

[Sonic Boom of the South]

When I was 11 my dad was changing the brakes on his work van and something wasn't coming off so he leaned into the wheel well to see what was going on and the jack gave out and the van crushed. He ended up paralyzed from the waist down. Its a fukked up thing seeing your old man getting crushed to death basically and seeing him in the hospital in a coma. Basically after that life just got progressivly worse. My old man lost his business because he couldn't work, parents marriage fell apart, and I got to watch my dad become a junkie because of pain pills. My own personal life became a mess because I was a loner and pretty much couldn't relate to anyone my own age. A lot to it but that's a the jist of it.

dammm man

 

[Sohh_lifted]

this thread is crazy...ive had some crazy experiences..ill tell one thats fairly recent.....couple years back..ya boy had a medical scare....worst pain i ever felt in my life coming from my stomach...my appendix was about to rupture...luckily i drove as quick as i could ON MY OWN to the hospital...had emergency surgery got it removed..thank god im ok...The only one person that i wanted to see...was this shorty i loved so much...sam..damn yo....i remember literally begging her to come see me...i just didnt want to spend the next couple nights alone in a fukking hospital...she tells the hospital is "too far"....turns out she went out that night at the hard rock or some clubs with some dudes she thought she was cool with smh...they ended up raping her that night...that one took the cake for me...dont really bother talking or getting to know females...i went all out for that shorty...helped her with bills....clothes and food i had her...helped pay her rent...helped with her baby's daycare and clothes...whatever shorty needed...i was more than happy to help..as long as she was "ok" and happy....that was all i needed to get by everyday and not have any worries in life.......to this day...i still think about it...and honestly man...maybe its because ive isolated myself from basically anyone or females in particular...but i still love her and it sucks..but from what a friend told me...things happen for a reason huh...as a matter of fact...it sucks...ill see pretty ass girls...and ill just fall back...i feel like i just dont to go all out for someone again...for what? nothing in return...just heartache and disappointment again?..nah im good b

 

[Sohh_lifted]

it honestly still bothers me heavy...ill sometimes dream about her and wake up super angry...the only thing relieves me....is weed honestly...i almost have to at least smoke before i go 2 bed...so i just relax and sleep...or when i wake up in the morning..heart racing...super stressed...and a blunt is the only thing thatll take my mind off of those things...

 

[ProfessionallyTrill]

Seen the Feds run up on my cousin in my Grandma's basement.

Dude was a East Cleveland boss, had plenty money, all the females, hella respect.

Then he went to jail and was forgotten, his potnas still showed love for him in the streets but never went to see him and sh!t.

I knew then that Drug Dealer would never be my primary occupation regardless of how dope the shyt looked from the outside. I sold a lil weed but I never got seriously invoovled with that even though I had plenty of chances.. not worth it.

was his name Juice? Cool w/ Young Shank

 

[Ronnie Lott]

When I was like 9 or 10 years old, the local Dope boys in my neighborhood used to fight pit bulls at the park/rec center. One day they had these 2 dogs fightin. One dog strted to lose really bad and was screamin, cyring/sqealing. The dogs were so damn bloody and the losing dog had its neck locked on. All of a sudden the losing dog went limp, but the other dog kept shakin it in its mouth. When they broke it up, the losing dog started havin some kind of seizure and was shakin and squealing. Evrybody went silent and the dog rolled over and died.

It was some gruesome shyt to see a bloody, brutal dog fight. They eneded up throwing the dead dog in a dumpster. I'll never forget how that dog was screamin/crying. Yikes

 

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[Uptown WaYo87]

Didn't happen to me personally but when I was 7 I watched some dude get shot to death while I was in a McDonalds drive thru waiting for a happy meal... That taught me about death real quick and the fact that I don't have control over when I will live or die... It effects me today because I enjoy and savor every breath I am blessed with...

People give me the face when im sitting there with my eyes closed savoring a bite of some regular ass food, or breathing in some shytty city air... Im like


It also taught me to have good aim

thats crazy no lie son, 4 years ago i saw someone get shot up at the drive thru mcdonalds on 125th n broadway in harlem. me and my bro drove the fukk outta there like ....DT's ended up coming to my crib cause they said it looked like the gunman jumped in our car when we drove off..my brother then told them the dude look like sheek louch and till this day we call him a snitch (fukking around tho lol)

 

[Ronnie Lott]

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[TillWeDie]

having moved around a lot since I was about 6 (about 15 times at least). Nothing traumatic but I never knew a place that felt like my home or hood, thought I was exposed to a lot of good and bad things in the process. I got seriously depressed after a couple moves to different cities/areas once I was older.

 

[sanityovar8ted]

if i told ya'll , i would never hear the end of it from you guys, cuz it is very traumatic, sick and perverted really , so imma keep it to myself

 

[Carter G. Hoodson]

seen someone close get murdered. Not going to put in the details. It messed me up a little because I didn't understand at the time how something so little can make a person go out and commit murder. That's why I carry myself the way I do and come at folks the way I do cus there are other ways to fix or repair a relationship, friendship or a disagreement without someone getting hurt or losing their life.

 

[C. Dante]

parent divorce, aunt died, got smacked around by stepdad sometimes

Night Of The living Dummy

Getting arrested cause of something I had absolutely no part in, and then getting snaked by multiple people in the situation

my best friend movin away across the country when I was 8

all of these made me more cautious, untrusting and worried about losing people

 

[shopthatwrecks]

after my dad propsed to my mom on the set of willie d's clean up man...

the dude who sings the hook jhaime..insisted he had a solo at the wedding...


when he got that chance...u think the shyt he was doin in the video was somethin...the nikka was gone off a slab of coke...raunchy as hell...n he was singin debarge's all this love..


wha i seen at the reception fukked me up forever...jhaime(the singer) bushwick n big mello was runnin thru 4 of my aunts...in the mens bathroom...

bushwick tried justin slayerin my mothers youngest sister..but he dropped her...she hit her head on the sink n broke half of it clean off..n was knocked out..

i had to stop mid shyt...to get em to call the ambulance.. them nikkas never stopped fukkin...

when my pops came in ...man he fell out laughin ..kuz all 4 of my aunts hated his ass..n the main one who talked the most shyt was assed out on the floor with a concussion...

i cant look at none of em the same way ever again..